Jan 23, 2006 11:45
Today I took a step with those giant feet, and somehow they became more like my own... either that or I just didn't care as much, because the feet that carry you there aren't as important. The other day I realized that I didn't have fun solving that puzzle that someone gave me. I only had fun once I solved it.
Today I took a step forward and started enjoying the game. Last night I took a step into the abyss. I was filled with wonder, excitement, fear, happiness, and every other possible emotion at once. Maybe next time I'll look around. Until then I'll stick with this world, this frequency, this ... whatever this is... and I'll enjoy it.
If someone figured it out right now, if they knew the secrets of the universe, I don't think I would want them to tell me. I'm beginning to have a great life figuring it out,... or not... on my own.
To someone I thought I saw last night.... x posted from myspace:
And it's a long way in the distance when I saw...
The silhouette of your ghost last night. Where were you?
Either way, pride will be your downfall, and I don't think I can help you anymore. You will help yourself when you want to, when you give up the standards you hold over everyone (including yourself) that you hold so dear. I understand part of them, I've done it too.... but you can't be happy like that... you just think you can be. You have to change the way you look at life, not life itself.