Rant #?
I just feel like writing to get some thoughts outta my head. I tend to jump from subject to subject, so if things confuse you, don't worry so much, I do that to most people... confuse them.
I am taking the hormone for my cycle, it worried me the first time I felt overly emotional, in fact it scared me. I stopped taking it for a couple days and I am on it again. I am doing better this time and I am happy to say that I have control over myself now. If I get slightly upset at something I just tell myself it's not that bad. I think I need to start telling myself that when I am off the hormone, it might keep me from flipping out.
Yesterday, I went to have some ice cream with my brother-in-law for his 13th birthday, with John and a friend of ours, Piper. Then, we went home and I went to bed. Before all that we watched the first episode of Season 3 of Dr. Who. My god, it is already shaping up to be a great season. I have heard about the last three episodes of the season, I am anxious to see The Master return. But I saw the same Santa robots in season 3's opener as I saw in season 2's opener... I got a great idea for a drawing or a comic and I'll post the drawing when I am finished, here.
A few days ago, maybe a week, I realized that my cat, Joxer has been around for 6 or 7 years. He is an old man. I wonder how many more years he'll keep thriving. I don't know how I will feel when I loose any of my cats. I imagine I'll feel horrible... but will I need to take a day off work? Or will I just shrug it off like I do so much road-kill... course, road kill makes me tear up sometimes. Life is life.
I have turned down a dark road.. I need to stop ranting or freeassociationing now... damn it. I think I'll write... seems like a good idea... maybe I'll read or play a game to get my mind off this macabre subject. I'll leave you here now.
Shade and Sweet Water.
Blessed Be
Goddess Bless
Sleep Sweet.
I am taking the hormone for my cycle, it worried me the first time I felt overly emotional, in fact it scared me. I stopped taking it for a couple days and I am on it again. I am doing better this time and I am happy to say that I have control over myself now. If I get slightly upset at something I just tell myself it's not that bad. I think I need to start telling myself that when I am off the hormone, it might keep me from flipping out.
Yesterday, I went to have some ice cream with my brother-in-law for his 13th birthday, with John and a friend of ours, Piper. Then, we went home and I went to bed. Before all that we watched the first episode of Season 3 of Dr. Who. My god, it is already shaping up to be a great season. I have heard about the last three episodes of the season, I am anxious to see The Master return. But I saw the same Santa robots in season 3's opener as I saw in season 2's opener... I got a great idea for a drawing or a comic and I'll post the drawing when I am finished, here.
A few days ago, maybe a week, I realized that my cat, Joxer has been around for 6 or 7 years. He is an old man. I wonder how many more years he'll keep thriving. I don't know how I will feel when I loose any of my cats. I imagine I'll feel horrible... but will I need to take a day off work? Or will I just shrug it off like I do so much road-kill... course, road kill makes me tear up sometimes. Life is life.
I have turned down a dark road.. I need to stop ranting or freeassociationing now... damn it. I think I'll write... seems like a good idea... maybe I'll read or play a game to get my mind off this macabre subject. I'll leave you here now.
Shade and Sweet Water.
Blessed Be
Goddess Bless
Sleep Sweet.