Dec 29, 2009 18:06
Reasons shuffle is a nice feature of your iPod:
the last 3 songs I've heard:
A song form Amelie
The Time of my Life
Per Spellman
:)
So... Tralle's blog has kept me interested for a while. I find that it motivates me! This is great! Rachel said that she and her sister started a 'long distance work out club' last year. Basically it was just email and gchat about working out and what they did the day before or were planning to do etc. Basically it kept each other accountable and was a nice reminder that other people were doing it too (or struggling with it too). I think I'm going to do it with them! We talk about working out and dieting and losing weight all the time anyway. Maybe I will start a forum. An online community.
I also sort of want to start something ... like a blog maybe? or just... something... about being divorced before 25. I think that maybe that is just so I can have an outlet and feel like I'm being listened to because... let's face it... i love to hear myself talk. We'll see. It seems unfair to only talk about it on livejournal and force it upon the 3 livejournal friends I have. (sorry guys)Although Colin said he reads it sometimes... Hi Col.
I had a very long conversation with my Dad about how I've felt abandoned by my family and a lack of support from them (and everyone) since the divorce. He brought up a good point... that most people are probably waiting for me to come to them about it when really I'm waiting for them to come to me. So nobody's getting anything accomplished. (Bad thing about Shuffle: Be Not Afraid... in German) Hopefully things with my sister get better some day. It seems like it could really be something that tears us apart. I understand why she's upset and how I hurt her. But I also feel like she doesn't understand that I'm hurt just as badly and that this is really hard for me. Regardless of the fact that I made mistakes and this was my decision and I started it... that doesn't numb me to feeling any sort of pain or emotion. I don't know if she understands that. I don't know if a lot of people understand that. I don't blame them, given what happened. But still. I'm human too. (seriously... furchte dich nicht... Who's idea was it to sing this? More than once? And record it?)
Tomorrow 3 of the sales people are coming in to the showroom to do their presentations for our boss! This is exciting because this means that People other than me will be in the office! And, I can hear what they say to customers when they do in-home estimates! How exciting! I should be sure to wear something nice and look presentable. And find things to do since I can't watch How I Met Your Mother when Jake (my boss) is there.