written while at college today...
I love all my classes except First Aid/CPR. I want to drop it and I just may end up doing that. Who knows though, I'm so indecisive lately. I like it here besides the congested hallways in the early afternoon. I get a little panicky walking through them, but I'm sure I'll get used to it.
I also love just about everyone downtown. I miss Sandi, she hasn't talked to me in a while and it makes me sad. We need to do something fun soon, considering I have all this weekend off of work also. Hooray for time off work.
I wish some people would just grow up. Stealing is a very juvenile thing and I refuse to have any part in it nor will I be friends with people who make it a part of their daily life. Or, actually, not even so much that...but when it affects MY life. All I know is that all this shit better not effect my friendships with other people. I know that my brother doesn't give a fuck about me but Sandi and Heather are my friends too and I think it's bullshit that he has any right to call me 'fake' because I think he stole from my mom. I don't know how it makes me fake that I thought he was a cool guy and now I don't and I told him so? Am I supposed to pretend I like him? Hell no. He tried bringing up the Tara situation but I didn't like her because of the fact that I was standing up for his stupid ass and because of the Trent thing. Now, I really don't care and I don't have a problem with her because quite frankly I trust her more than I trust him. (Which is little to none.) Whatever. I'd like to be friends with people who actually mean what they say.
I'm happy, nonetheless. School is going to go well I think, and my friends are still sweet. Commuting isn't so bad, I'm not even that tired after waking up at 5 AM. The ride doesn't seem that long...winter might be a little hard but I think it'll be okay. Plumb's isn't too bad either, my back is always sore but when I get to work with cool people it kinda' goes to the back of my mind.
Uhh...since the internet here won’t let me update any blogs, I’m typing more on Word a few hours later. I’m really tired now…oh well. I still plan on having fun tonight. I dropped First Aid, now I just need to wait for Katey to get out of class so we can go back to Newaygo. I’m thinking about going to the GVSU football game on Saturday, who knows though. It’d be fun to get to see all the marching band kids and hang out with them. I was looking through pictures of them at band camp and it made me miss band immensely. Maybe I’ll go back to GVSU next year. Who knows.
I have like an hour until Katey gets out of class and I am sitting in this chair pretty much falling asleep. I am seriously contemplating buying food just because I need to do something to occupy my time and the internet is down…blah. I tried falling asleep but every time I close my eyes hearing all the people talking around me freaks me out…ha
I also love just about everyone downtown. I miss Sandi, she hasn't talked to me in a while and it makes me sad. We need to do something fun soon, considering I have all this weekend off of work also. Hooray for time off work.
I wish some people would just grow up. Stealing is a very juvenile thing and I refuse to have any part in it nor will I be friends with people who make it a part of their daily life. Or, actually, not even so much that...but when it affects MY life. All I know is that all this shit better not effect my friendships with other people. I know that my brother doesn't give a fuck about me but Sandi and Heather are my friends too and I think it's bullshit that he has any right to call me 'fake' because I think he stole from my mom. I don't know how it makes me fake that I thought he was a cool guy and now I don't and I told him so? Am I supposed to pretend I like him? Hell no. He tried bringing up the Tara situation but I didn't like her because of the fact that I was standing up for his stupid ass and because of the Trent thing. Now, I really don't care and I don't have a problem with her because quite frankly I trust her more than I trust him. (Which is little to none.) Whatever. I'd like to be friends with people who actually mean what they say.
I'm happy, nonetheless. School is going to go well I think, and my friends are still sweet. Commuting isn't so bad, I'm not even that tired after waking up at 5 AM. The ride doesn't seem that long...winter might be a little hard but I think it'll be okay. Plumb's isn't too bad either, my back is always sore but when I get to work with cool people it kinda' goes to the back of my mind.
Uhh...since the internet here won’t let me update any blogs, I’m typing more on Word a few hours later. I’m really tired now…oh well. I still plan on having fun tonight. I dropped First Aid, now I just need to wait for Katey to get out of class so we can go back to Newaygo. I’m thinking about going to the GVSU football game on Saturday, who knows though. It’d be fun to get to see all the marching band kids and hang out with them. I was looking through pictures of them at band camp and it made me miss band immensely. Maybe I’ll go back to GVSU next year. Who knows.
I have like an hour until Katey gets out of class and I am sitting in this chair pretty much falling asleep. I am seriously contemplating buying food just because I need to do something to occupy my time and the internet is down…blah. I tried falling asleep but every time I close my eyes hearing all the people talking around me freaks me out…ha