Akame Diary Part 5
Jin Diary: Lost in your eyes
Saturday 29 May 17:45 o`clock
Dear live-journal,
Lately I have been a bit busy, you know! Really busy!
This time it isn't just an excuse for not writing in my live-journal. Seriously it's NOT!
And you know why?
Ne, you want to know why!
But I won´t tell you.
Don´t worry, I am just making fun of you, because I figured finally out how I can help my Kame-chan. (And I mean more, than just sitting beside him.) Well, ok it was Ueda-san who suggested it, but hey it´s not as if I wouldn´t have been able to figure it out myself.
Well, I´m kind of preparing something, something really helpful for Kame. At least I hope so!
Ueda-san told me, that Kame lives in a small apartment without elevator, so he asked me if Kame could live with me. He seemed to have figured out who my parents are, and that I live in a semi-nice apartment. Where it would be easy for Kame to get everywhere in his wheelchair.
So, I am preparing the relocation from his apartment into mine.
Kame-chan is luckily recovering really fast, so he will be out within a week. Of course he has to come back every few days for rehab. It seems that if he works really hard, that he will be able to walk again, but that will take a lot of time.
He doesn’t know yet that he will be living with me. Ueda wanted to tell him later. Gosh everybody always says to me that it is better to wait before telling him something important.
Althought I want him to know soon, so that I'll be able to take care of him.
He seems always a bit down, when I talk to him. (Well I guess it's not that big of a surprise that he is not as energetic as before, knowing he won’t be able to walk for a while.)
But still, I want him to be happy again. He must be worried a lot, wondering how he will live for now on. And I want to help him, but he seems not to want any help from me.
He obviously has forgiven me for the things I did on our last date, but lately he somehow says lately such strange things, like 'I shouldn’t bother myself with him' and that 'I should go out with my friends to have some fun.'
It somehow seems as if he doesn’t like it that I’m staying with him. Maybe he isn't able to face me properly, since I’m practically the one who brought him in this situation. Or he doesn’t like me anymore.
Aaaaah, I’m going crazy, just to think about how much he must hate me now, and still keeps smiling at me, nearly as if nothing had changed. I’m so mad at myself.
I better go and talk with Ueda-san to find out when he is going to tell Kame about the relocation. Maybe I'm going to figure out what Kame thinks, ones I see his reaction!
Ah, and before I forget, Pi and Ryo are going to die ones I have time to think about the worst and most painful death they can experience on earth.
You want to know why?
Do you know what they did?
They gave me a sleeping pill, so I would sleep without bothering them any further.
Such BAKAS! They gave me so much that I slept a day and a half and one of them is a doctor for heavens sake.
I really wonder how many people Ryo had to bribe to get this job.
Bye
Author's Note: Well, after I wasn't able to write here for a very long time, can I just hope, that my writting didn't get worse, and that there are still some people out there who want to read this fic. So please be nice and leave a comment if you don't want to discourage me in continuing. And I can now offically anounce that this fic is going to be a multichapter fic, so please regard me kindly. And I hope, that I will manage to update regularly. Now that I'm back from nowhere! And thanks my new beta ayumisan <3
Saturday 29 May 17:45 o`clock
Dear live-journal,
Lately I have been a bit busy, you know! Really busy!
This time it isn't just an excuse for not writing in my live-journal. Seriously it's NOT!
And you know why?
Ne, you want to know why!
But I won´t tell you.
Don´t worry, I am just making fun of you, because I figured finally out how I can help my Kame-chan. (And I mean more, than just sitting beside him.) Well, ok it was Ueda-san who suggested it, but hey it´s not as if I wouldn´t have been able to figure it out myself.
Well, I´m kind of preparing something, something really helpful for Kame. At least I hope so!
Ueda-san told me, that Kame lives in a small apartment without elevator, so he asked me if Kame could live with me. He seemed to have figured out who my parents are, and that I live in a semi-nice apartment. Where it would be easy for Kame to get everywhere in his wheelchair.
So, I am preparing the relocation from his apartment into mine.
Kame-chan is luckily recovering really fast, so he will be out within a week. Of course he has to come back every few days for rehab. It seems that if he works really hard, that he will be able to walk again, but that will take a lot of time.
He doesn’t know yet that he will be living with me. Ueda wanted to tell him later. Gosh everybody always says to me that it is better to wait before telling him something important.
Althought I want him to know soon, so that I'll be able to take care of him.
He seems always a bit down, when I talk to him. (Well I guess it's not that big of a surprise that he is not as energetic as before, knowing he won’t be able to walk for a while.)
But still, I want him to be happy again. He must be worried a lot, wondering how he will live for now on. And I want to help him, but he seems not to want any help from me.
He obviously has forgiven me for the things I did on our last date, but lately he somehow says lately such strange things, like 'I shouldn’t bother myself with him' and that 'I should go out with my friends to have some fun.'
It somehow seems as if he doesn’t like it that I’m staying with him. Maybe he isn't able to face me properly, since I’m practically the one who brought him in this situation. Or he doesn’t like me anymore.
Aaaaah, I’m going crazy, just to think about how much he must hate me now, and still keeps smiling at me, nearly as if nothing had changed. I’m so mad at myself.
I better go and talk with Ueda-san to find out when he is going to tell Kame about the relocation. Maybe I'm going to figure out what Kame thinks, ones I see his reaction!
Ah, and before I forget, Pi and Ryo are going to die ones I have time to think about the worst and most painful death they can experience on earth.
You want to know why?
Do you know what they did?
They gave me a sleeping pill, so I would sleep without bothering them any further.
Such BAKAS! They gave me so much that I slept a day and a half and one of them is a doctor for heavens sake.
I really wonder how many people Ryo had to bribe to get this job.
Bye
Author's Note: Well, after I wasn't able to write here for a very long time, can I just hope, that my writting didn't get worse, and that there are still some people out there who want to read this fic. So please be nice and leave a comment if you don't want to discourage me in continuing. And I can now offically anounce that this fic is going to be a multichapter fic, so please regard me kindly. And I hope, that I will manage to update regularly. Now that I'm back from nowhere! And thanks my new beta ayumisan <3