Jun 17, 2006 14:05
How are you?
I haven't dropped in here in a while. And when I do...I always some sort of crap to tell, don't I?
Well, for today, I'm single again. Last night, the guy I was dating, who claimed to love me, said that two hours driving to see me was just too much. Forgive me for not realizing I wasn't worth it. Do I sound bitter? Cold? Well, I'm not. I'm actually very happy, considering that today was going to be the day I broke it off with him. I was going to do it in person, but he did it over the internet. I always knew he was a coward, but I was willing to give him a chance.
I honestly think I've worked my way through all the fake people, or at least I hope so. One more guy that isn't worth my time and I'm just gonna scream. I thought I'd be sad when we broke up, but I'm not. For the past week, I knew it was coming and honestly, we were doomed from the beginning. He was five years older than me, but he had the mentality of a 16 year-old. I see that now. And I feel so much better now that this part of my life is over. We had nothing in common, not anything that mattered, and we would have been settling had we stayed together. I know the guy I'm meant for is out there somewhere...so, if someone could give him my address, I'd be eternally gratedful.
Hope you're all have as fantastic of a weekend as I am. Goodbye for now. Take care. My love to you all.
DW
goodbye josh