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Ok so lately I have been feeling split between what I want to do and what I most likely should do.
Why is it that I feel like I am the one the needs to step down when I know I was right?
Should I just forgive and forget?
I thought all this was on the past, but it seems like if things don't change it is always going to surface.
I just don't think I can forgive, I mean granted I can pretend, and be civil, but in the back of my mind I'm just going to be constantly thinking about what was said. Who needs friends like that?
But in order for others to be friends, or for me to even be friends without tension, it seems like I have no choice.
I mean I have always been the person that once you piss me off that's it, I see no point in being around people who just annoy/aggrivate/or piss the hell out of me. I don't do the three strikes your out, because if you don't learn from making the mistake once, you shouldn't be allowed to have two more chances.
Maybe if I knew that they know what they did wrong, without the sarcasm, or arguments. Though I am sure that will never happen...
Grrrr. I'm sorry I just have absolutely no idea what to do. I just wish someone could tell me, so that I can stop thinking about it.
Why is it that I feel like I am the one the needs to step down when I know I was right?
Should I just forgive and forget?
I thought all this was on the past, but it seems like if things don't change it is always going to surface.
I just don't think I can forgive, I mean granted I can pretend, and be civil, but in the back of my mind I'm just going to be constantly thinking about what was said. Who needs friends like that?
But in order for others to be friends, or for me to even be friends without tension, it seems like I have no choice.
I mean I have always been the person that once you piss me off that's it, I see no point in being around people who just annoy/aggrivate/or piss the hell out of me. I don't do the three strikes your out, because if you don't learn from making the mistake once, you shouldn't be allowed to have two more chances.
Maybe if I knew that they know what they did wrong, without the sarcasm, or arguments. Though I am sure that will never happen...
Grrrr. I'm sorry I just have absolutely no idea what to do. I just wish someone could tell me, so that I can stop thinking about it.