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Well I must say it has been quite sometime now since I have been on this thing.
An update (as usual)
-I now live in Boston.
-Being promoted to Sales at Intermix.
-Jonathan and I just celebrated our 6th month anniversary.
-Two weeks ago I celebrated my one year of being alcohol free.
Now everything has been decent but the time leading up to this point has been some what hell.
Even though I am one to crumble under pressure this is not the case at the moment.
I've become a person that doesn't miss my passed and those of whom were apart of it.
I've made myself structured and more aware of people around me.
I have yet to make close friends because at the moment life is unpredictable enough as it is and I am not about to add fuel to fire by throwing in the mess of others. Now I know this isn't true for everything but I am not willing to take any chances. I have to figure out the equation of my life and that is well on its way to having it's pattern discovered. I apologize for all of the analogies it's just my mood at the moment.
Oh if you think it's all bullshit. Just look at the fact that Jonathan and I are still together. After nearly one year of knowing each other and 6 months of dating we are still together. Now does that sound anything like me? I just stopped forcing myself to fight against everything. My mind has been the trouble of many of my issues. I took control and I didn't need to find God to do so.
An update (as usual)
-I now live in Boston.
-Being promoted to Sales at Intermix.
-Jonathan and I just celebrated our 6th month anniversary.
-Two weeks ago I celebrated my one year of being alcohol free.
Now everything has been decent but the time leading up to this point has been some what hell.
Even though I am one to crumble under pressure this is not the case at the moment.
I've become a person that doesn't miss my passed and those of whom were apart of it.
I've made myself structured and more aware of people around me.
I have yet to make close friends because at the moment life is unpredictable enough as it is and I am not about to add fuel to fire by throwing in the mess of others. Now I know this isn't true for everything but I am not willing to take any chances. I have to figure out the equation of my life and that is well on its way to having it's pattern discovered. I apologize for all of the analogies it's just my mood at the moment.
Oh if you think it's all bullshit. Just look at the fact that Jonathan and I are still together. After nearly one year of knowing each other and 6 months of dating we are still together. Now does that sound anything like me? I just stopped forcing myself to fight against everything. My mind has been the trouble of many of my issues. I took control and I didn't need to find God to do so.