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sometimes there are words in my head from someone else. they are hidden very carefully though. i have been coming to the website four weeks or maybe less than that since i last posted, hoping that something would come through my fingertips from my brain. their is a peace in the words that is allowed inside of myself when i get something out into the world like this. writing. something i do. something that has turned into or forever was and will be my greatest passion. ever since thursday with the new addition to my emotions i have felt calm. it is something that has not been experienced in a long long time. i spoke with my mother on friday after work for a long time. i am very worried for her. this is turning out to be more of an update than working piece. i better start over