Which is it...
The boy who writes the the entries
or the boy who's in them.
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I'm unhappy. Whenever I'm not with my friends I'm unhappy.
I'm always with my friends. That doesn't mean my life is any better.
I don't let anything stop me from getting what I want. Does that mean I'm doing what I want with my life?
Yes?
But does that mean I'll be able to do what I want to in 5 years? No. For that to happen, I must do things I don't feel like doing at this point in time. I don't ever think of the future very often. However, at times like these, I will think about it and instead of doing anything to change it, I'll feel sorry for myself and my current/future situation.
I have grown into the person I am over the past couple years. I have stopped letting people control who I am. I have more of a sense of self then I ever did. Now I have to stop letting people control what I do.
It's time to take a stand.
I have to stand up to myself and do something about me. I have to, for once, look at the possibilities for the rest of my life and figure out what I want to happen. Where I want to go and what I want to do. Then I have to, for once, set goals and do whatever is necessary to get where I want to be in life.
I always get what I want.
I'm not getting any younger.
I'm not getting any happier.
or the boy who's in them.
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I'm unhappy. Whenever I'm not with my friends I'm unhappy.
I'm always with my friends. That doesn't mean my life is any better.
I don't let anything stop me from getting what I want. Does that mean I'm doing what I want with my life?
Yes?
But does that mean I'll be able to do what I want to in 5 years? No. For that to happen, I must do things I don't feel like doing at this point in time. I don't ever think of the future very often. However, at times like these, I will think about it and instead of doing anything to change it, I'll feel sorry for myself and my current/future situation.
I have grown into the person I am over the past couple years. I have stopped letting people control who I am. I have more of a sense of self then I ever did. Now I have to stop letting people control what I do.
It's time to take a stand.
I have to stand up to myself and do something about me. I have to, for once, look at the possibilities for the rest of my life and figure out what I want to happen. Where I want to go and what I want to do. Then I have to, for once, set goals and do whatever is necessary to get where I want to be in life.
I always get what I want.
I'm not getting any younger.
I'm not getting any happier.