.mind full of thoughts.
i never write in here. never ever.
i more or less lurk, other communites.
this will be all mumbled and jumbled.
i finally stop looking. FINALLY.
&& i give someone a chance, who wanted me last year.
and he didnt take me seriously.
he thought i would run again.
and then finally after looking at him, and saying im not going anywhere.
he knew he fucked up, and that he needed to see how he wanted me in his life.
this boy means alot to me, and i truly truly have let go of every bad relationship.
i have forgave myself, and other people for hurting me.
and now this boy is just driving me crazy.
i want to be his number one.
i want to be his everything.
i want to make him smile.
i want him to tell me stories, and secrets.
i want to be that girl.
and dammit im so inpatient, i dont know if it will ever happen.
im so stupid, that i didnt give him a try the first time around.
:(
i more or less lurk, other communites.
this will be all mumbled and jumbled.
i finally stop looking. FINALLY.
&& i give someone a chance, who wanted me last year.
and he didnt take me seriously.
he thought i would run again.
and then finally after looking at him, and saying im not going anywhere.
he knew he fucked up, and that he needed to see how he wanted me in his life.
this boy means alot to me, and i truly truly have let go of every bad relationship.
i have forgave myself, and other people for hurting me.
and now this boy is just driving me crazy.
i want to be his number one.
i want to be his everything.
i want to make him smile.
i want him to tell me stories, and secrets.
i want to be that girl.
and dammit im so inpatient, i dont know if it will ever happen.
im so stupid, that i didnt give him a try the first time around.
:(