I AM NOT A FUCKING WEAKLING!
I am under the impression that pretty much everyone out there thinks I am this total basketcase that needs to be handled with care, like I am china. I know I have done a lot do encourage that opinion. It's very frustrating for me when people don't tell me things because they think I am too "fragile" to deal with it.
It pisses me off, too. I am pissed at me and at everyone because I am not a child, I am a strong, capable woman. So what if I have my issues? I am taking the time to carefully deal with each and every one of them so I don't have to deal with them in the future. Everyone has issues. I have my weak moments and yes, they may be worsened my my chemical imbalance, but that does not make me incapable and it certainly does not make me a child. Everyone has their moments when they feel vulnerable and scared and that is okay. Admitting that does not make one weak.
Gah, I am too frustrated and irritated to type anymore..
It pisses me off, too. I am pissed at me and at everyone because I am not a child, I am a strong, capable woman. So what if I have my issues? I am taking the time to carefully deal with each and every one of them so I don't have to deal with them in the future. Everyone has issues. I have my weak moments and yes, they may be worsened my my chemical imbalance, but that does not make me incapable and it certainly does not make me a child. Everyone has their moments when they feel vulnerable and scared and that is okay. Admitting that does not make one weak.
Gah, I am too frustrated and irritated to type anymore..