Jan 05, 2005 01:19
Soo.. for dinner Mom, John, and I all went out to Friendly's. It was a swell time and then afterwards we were gonna go to the mall because mom and I wanted to stop by Vicky's. Duh. The sale is still going on! lol Anyway, after dinner, mom tried to give John 20 bucks for our meals, but instead it wound up in my hands. Muahaha. With that 20 bucks I proceeded to buy 2 MORE bras. One is white.. because I really need a white bra.. and the other is bright pink with little yellow flowers. It's sooo pretty!! I'm excited because I get to go back tomorrow with Gwen and Laura! YAY!! =) I'm a nut. But Victoria's Secret really is turning into my favorite store. Haha.
Before we got to the mall, myy John happened to call and asked me what I was doing later. The plans were just to go over to see my lover.. Katie Smith. So he told me to give me a call after I was done with that. So anyway...
Katie and I FINALLY got to hang out. It was so good to catch up with her and chit chat about boys. I don't know, but whenever I have a talk with Katie, it just makes me feel good. Listening to her going on about what's been up with her life and with Jason, just makes everything seem right in the world at that moment. She has such a way of explaining things that you can't help but smile at her. I'm so happy for her that things are working out for her the way they are. I LOVE YOU!!! Seriously, I almost cried tonight because I was just so damn happy! Haha. I can't wait to hang out with her again. Yay. =)
At around 10:00, I called John to let him know that I was free and I woke him up. Oops. But later on he told me that we were going to hang out tonight "no matter what." Hehe. It surprised me that he still wanted to see me. Usually, I tend to get a little pissed off if people wake me up.. but yeahh. =) So tonight we went to Denny's and things so far are just so good. We just talked and talked and talked for 2 hours about lots of things and.. I don't know. I feel like a different person when I'm with him. Not that it's a bad thing, I just feel soo much.. better. He makes me feel better. And he's always done that for me. I'm just so glad that we're taking this chance, finally, and yes.. again. Haha. At one point, before we were getting ready to leave, he went over to talk to some people he knew from high school, and as I was watching him all I could do was smile. I actually caught myself doing that a few times. Like, I would stare into space and just smile.. and then I could feel the butterlies in my stomach. He gives me butterflies and it's amazing. =) And yes, I also know that I shouldn't be getting my hopes up about things.. and yeah that's hard.. but I'm doing pretty well with the whole just "going with it" theory. It's good. Life is good for right now.
Ahh.. anyway.. I think I'm gonna get going. I have things to do tomorrow.. tuition, the mall with Gwennie and La, and then rehearsal for "Joseph." Sooo.. yeah. Sounds like a busy day. Gnight guys!