This weekend was amazing. I cannot even begin to describe the feeling that over comes you when hundreds of men and women wait in line, tears falling down their faces, only wanting to talk to you. To shake your hand, and to thank you because you have truly impacted their life. I cannot explain to you what it felt like to be stared at like I was worth more than could ever be imagined. And I cannot explain to you what it felt like to have people ask for my autograph, or to have a picture taken with me. But, it's what I felt on Saturday. Cat refers to it as "Your fifteen minutes of fame..except a little longer than 15 minutes." You're right, Cat...it was. Now, I'll get on a plane, fly to Washington D.C., and just know that I am truly blessed. I keep saying it because it's true. Nobody was more shocked than me. All I kept asking myself is "What on earth did I do to deserve all of this?" I still don't know. I still don't understand.
It's hard to believe that two weeks ago I was in that shit whole. It's hard to believe that in one day my entire life can take a completely different track. There's just so many questions that I have. I have to thank you, Cat, because really, you're just you. You're a huge reason in why things go the way they do. Basketball is over and we can go back to normal...just like we counted down for. And then there's him. *Takes a deep breath*
I am so happy.