May 19, 2006 21:12
Okay, hopefully.. the monitor's fixed.
Like Ive been doing for a week, I switched the computer on at least 10 times to check whther it was okay and today, it worked!
Im pretty sure it worked because I thought that it would. I mean, I envisioned it working when I switched it on, and told myself that it is going to work today. (And after a few faulty starts, it did.)
Now, dont laugh.
This is a new thing Ive adopted.
Postive thinking.
Really.
It works for me.
If I envision something I want actually happening and meditate on it, it ends up working out.
And eveytime a negative thought enters your head, you start thinking about something positive, that drives away the negativity, you can only really think one thing at a time see?
And Ive starting trying to meditate/concentrate too.
Meh, just go read 'The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari'.
Because, I really need all this stuff, and to be postive and clam because everything feels so rushed and Im getting nervous and tense and I just have so many important things to finsh.
My exams.
Im in the process of taking a student loan.
Getting packed with everything.
Making sure my finaces and papers are in order.
Getting my medical check up and immuniziations.
Saying bye.
And my exams start monday! And then I leave the day they finish up!
SO basically I have just tommorow left to cram in a lot of stuff excluding study, which Sunday's exclusively reserved for.
Everything will work out for the best.
All of this has to lead up to a grand finish.
<3 <3