a good love
Wow, it is kind of awesome being single again. I have three dates coming up this month. :D Shit just keeps falling in my lap (maybe soon even literally hehehe)...
I have a show, a weekend, and coffee to look forward to. It is such a nice change of pace. Oh, and F keeps showering me with free things. K-pins last week, a really pretty notebook that apparently reminded him of me when he saw it in a store yesterday, etc. It's hard to resist when he's so ridiculously sweet to me (not only does he shell out gifts and deals, but compliments as well) but there are SO many reasons I can't go there. He's basically my boss. He used to date my best friend and kind of treated her poorly towards the end (including hitting on all of her friends--including me). He doesn't seem to do a lot with his time other than make money and get high. We've been hanging out more lately and we do relate in a lot of ways but I think it should just stop here at really good friends. It's nice having really good male friends, anyway..
I'm really liking life right now. I feel like I've walked outside after a long hibernation. Been going out more often, too, which is really, really wicked awesome. I miss being able to go out, without having to worry about my actions, and instead having ridiculous amounts of fun. I've missed my freedom. For a few weeks now I've been meaning to thank him for breaking up with me but that just seems kind of unnecessary/rude/he would definitely take it the wrong way.
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