Aug 22, 2010 02:01
Dear Anna,
I know {...} being around us hasn't exactly been easy for you; it's not hard to notice how little time you've spent at the apartment ever since {...} you came back. And {...} I don't blame you, not really. I can't, especially not when you were right. And as much as I kinda hate being impaled through the chest with pipes, {...} I don't hold any of it against you. At least, not anymore. At lot has changed since then, especially with what we've gone through in the City. It's kind of hard to hold a grudge once you start thinking of someone as family.
I know you {...} probably don't want that kind of sentiment, especially coming from me, but {...} you've helped me a lot, Anna, whether you know it or not. Things are more than ten thousand kinds of complicated between us, what with you not-so-secretly wanting to kill me and with me not-so-secretly housing your brother, but this place tends to make those things seem like minor inconveniences, more often than not. I'm not saying to over look it, because these are the kinds of things you can't ever forget, no matter how much you want to.
I'm just saying {...} I forgive you. I think I did a long time ago. And although I know things can't ever really go back to the way they were before all of this, {...} I'm still glad to have you around, Anna. You are still a part of our crazy little family.
Sincerely,
Sam Winchester
letter meme,
anna