Nov 09, 2005 17:39
i don't feel like i've been writing in this enough lately so i decided to make a random update about myself. i go to north, and it's fun...besides the fact that i miss every one of my friends to death.
civics- ((quinn)): boring, i sleep.
gym- ((gulick)): fun, a lot of ppl r in this class. mo, krysta, jessie, rachel, amira, caitlin, allor, landy, seeley, and many others.
bio- ((zwada)): this is the hardest class ever. ppl say it's tougher than college classes. i'll survive. then sell my binder next year.
english- ((young)): the most laid back english class ever. i love it.
math- ((clay)): she makes this class very understandable, and i'm actually doing well in math for once.
spanish- ((ellsworth)): a random class. don't ask me why i'm taking it, or how i'm doing well bcuz i have no idea.
band- ((cleveland)): aka tutorial. i get everything done in this class, and still manage to be 1st part getting an a+. hm. nothing like doss, thankfully.
cross country is officially over, not that i would have been allowed to run anymore anyway. that to me is very depressing, because running really is like getting high. not that i would know.
on the bright side, synchro has officially started. this means i get to see most of my south gals...char, ashlee, tesha, emmy, kitty, etc...
i'm having a hard time with high school so far. maybe i'm just not used to change, but i seem to be taking it a lot tougher than anyone else. to me it doesn't seem like anyone understands, either. i'm slipping away from my friends, at least those who i haven't already lost touch with. i know i have an anxiety disorder, but i'm really starting to think it might be depression, too. it is genetic...
anyway, no boyfriend anymore. not really looking, either. james and i, didn't work out. justin so far seems to like me, but hasn't said anything to me. ((nora--danyl is conceited.)) and andrew...i have no idea.
what else is there to say? SUL...i miss it, to say the least. but, people change. melissa hates me. i can deal with that, but it's sad that the group of us let everything fall apart. we were so close.
i want to run so bad. i think i only have 2 weeks left of rest, tho. that is, if the doctor says i'm allowed to after the next checkup. i think it's getting worse, but i won't say anything.
i miss talking to mike. i honestly think he could help me out.