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[dreamsofcassady]

im setting myself up again. im really not as numb as i say i am. but i dontknow what to do about it. i dont want to be numb i want to be good. i want to feel confident with the people i deal with on a daily basis, but really i dont trust anyone. but maybe that is a good thing.
today i banged my toe on the sidewalk. chrissy thought i need stiches. im too tough. it dosent hurt. we'll see tomarrow how it goes. good night.