dismissed without even the kiss
today was a bad day. I had a good day yesterday. Let talk about how my car blew up: it went boom, there was blue smoke and then there was a fire man. My truck went to the guy and he said that it's not going to last too much longer, but it's cool, it's back now and the booboo didn't even cost too much to fix. My bird died too. That was termatic in the life of Stephie. Even more pathedic, I am still crying over him and it's been two weeks.
On a different note. Brad and I thought that we should call it quits. There has just been too much going on between the two of us that's not good. He says mean things to me all the time, he doesn't answer his phone or call when he says he's gonig too, you know all those girl things that drive me crazy that I wouldn't like to admite. So we're... I don't know. I haven't cried yet, surprisingly, 'cause I am a crier. But I feel like I should be out somewhere, I mean, it's different with him maybe becuase we have been together for so long, but... at the same time it isn't. I want a new one. not really a relationship, but someone to get my mind off him. Or just something. It doesn't all the way feel real as it should. I guess it is a good thing I ma going to go to a new school. Oh well.
On a different note. Brad and I thought that we should call it quits. There has just been too much going on between the two of us that's not good. He says mean things to me all the time, he doesn't answer his phone or call when he says he's gonig too, you know all those girl things that drive me crazy that I wouldn't like to admite. So we're... I don't know. I haven't cried yet, surprisingly, 'cause I am a crier. But I feel like I should be out somewhere, I mean, it's different with him maybe becuase we have been together for so long, but... at the same time it isn't. I want a new one. not really a relationship, but someone to get my mind off him. Or just something. It doesn't all the way feel real as it should. I guess it is a good thing I ma going to go to a new school. Oh well.