Apr 22, 2006 02:47
i told myself tonight:
"you don't deserve to be with anyone nice."
i mulled it over, i tried to come up with an excuse or some sort of counterpoint.
but it was mostly useless.
i'm awfully lonely these days.
oh, how i long to fill this empty apartment with the sounds of love. the twisting of sheets. the clamoring of heated bodies. whispers, sighs, moans, and exclamation points.
but it's so quiet. and empty.