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This is an overview of how my vacation went and who I spent it with. Some who came were here from the beginning, and some were brand new. There was drinking, beach time, eating, and drama..maybe a never-ending array of drama. I'm not sure if its just me and my personality, but i could look pass the drama, pass the petty-ness, pass some of the hostility. These last two weeks have been long to say the least, not some of the best memories have been made. But then again, some of the best memories have surfaced. Part of the fun for our parties is the getting ready...and the pictures that follow. Things as the nerd party or our jersey shore party were what made my vacation a vacation. Family meals, beach trips, go kart rides, fancy dinners were things we did together that made it a vacation. I won't lie, some parts weren't the best of my life, some things actually sucked, I think which was mostly because of lack of communication.
I'm sitting in this living room alone, mostly all of you have left, some earlier then others. And this is what i have to say. I'm sad. I don't want this to be my last memories of this house, I don't want this to end, I want everyone to come back, I want more group pictures, I want goodbyes, some appreciation. I want a house full of drunks, mean words and slamming doors. I'm sitting here already missing this drama, fun-filled two weeks. I didn't even get to hug some of you goodbye.
I know I'm the one who's being saying the most, we're growing up. Things are changing..but that's just it. I don't feel like were just growing up, I feel like some of us are growing apart also, and that is killing me right now. Aside from this tho. I really want to say thank you. Thank you, for being in my life, no matter the period of time. This will not be my last time in this house (even if right now it feels like it) I will make more memories for years to come, and you're all welcome to join me, all you have to do it ask.
I'm sitting in this living room alone, mostly all of you have left, some earlier then others. And this is what i have to say. I'm sad. I don't want this to be my last memories of this house, I don't want this to end, I want everyone to come back, I want more group pictures, I want goodbyes, some appreciation. I want a house full of drunks, mean words and slamming doors. I'm sitting here already missing this drama, fun-filled two weeks. I didn't even get to hug some of you goodbye.
I know I'm the one who's being saying the most, we're growing up. Things are changing..but that's just it. I don't feel like were just growing up, I feel like some of us are growing apart also, and that is killing me right now. Aside from this tho. I really want to say thank you. Thank you, for being in my life, no matter the period of time. This will not be my last time in this house (even if right now it feels like it) I will make more memories for years to come, and you're all welcome to join me, all you have to do it ask.