a new chapter in an open book

[dreamsiconjure]

I AM: going to be ok.

I WANT: a rewind button.

I HAVE: a lot on my mind and heart.

I WISH: for so much more than this.

I HATE: crying.

I MISS: my old friend. my old face. my old life. fuck this time and place.

I FEAR: the unknown.

I HEAR: birds through the open window.

I REGRET: NOTHING.

I LOVE: my friends. (and him too).

I AM NOT: at all ready.

I DANCE: to forget.

I SING: to feel a release.

I CRY: too easily and definitely too much.

I WIN: at life.

I LOST: my breath.

I CONFUSE: myself. I am a ball of confusion.

I NEED: a good night's sleep and a hug.

I SHOULD: be going right now.