Eye of the Storm
Today is M U C H better at work. Yesterday was terrible. Terrible is actually an understatment, it was seriously the worst day (at work) that I've had in a really long time. Thankfully, today is a new day. Now if i can just get through it without messing anything up too badly or killing someone at the office life will be good. I do not have time to get messy today.
I am tired on this new day though. I defintely went to bed uber early last night...at 10 (don't judge) but I had to come in early today (and tomorrow) because my bosses are really worried about the storm in the gulf. Apparently Ivan pretty much shut us down, so we're having to do some major hurricane preparidness this week...I'm SOOOOOOOOO glad I'm off on Friday...I cannot wait to go to Tampa. I defintely need some discussion time with Meredith. She's probably my most real friend aka family member. She doesnt hesitiate (even for a second) to be completely up front. I love it. Plus she's the only person who call me a bitch without forcing me to retaliate in any way. That's just the kind of relationship we have. Not that I take all her advice, to be honest I usually don't or I would have been where I am now 6 months ago. But it's nice to have the advice anyways. I think Friday she gets off work at 1130 so I'm really hoping we can go to the beach...my body is NOT ment to be this pale. Other than that we haven't set up any real plans...I know we''ll def be doing some movie watching and lounging...which is really all I want to do. I am a lil nervous about getting stuck in Tampa because of the storm...but I guess that's something I'll deal with as it comes.
I'm defintely ready to hear Mere's take on a new guy I'm SLIGHTLY intrested in. I can't believe I'm already even thinking of someone besides Eric...since we haven't been seperated that long. But something about it just feels right, so for now I'm trying not to worry (that he'll break my heart again or change his mind about me in 6 months) and go with it. Okay so maybe I am worring a little.....but I'm trying to be more trusting. Too bad he lives...what was it...a gazillion miles away. It's probably for the best though, I know how quickly things have moved in 3 weeks....at least the distance forces things to be at a somewhat slower pace.
I feel more like myself than I have in a really long time.
Sidenote: Kiley...aka doger...Make plans with me next week damnit or you're on my blacklist of friends. you dont want that.
I am tired on this new day though. I defintely went to bed uber early last night...at 10 (don't judge) but I had to come in early today (and tomorrow) because my bosses are really worried about the storm in the gulf. Apparently Ivan pretty much shut us down, so we're having to do some major hurricane preparidness this week...I'm SOOOOOOOOO glad I'm off on Friday...I cannot wait to go to Tampa. I defintely need some discussion time with Meredith. She's probably my most real friend aka family member. She doesnt hesitiate (even for a second) to be completely up front. I love it. Plus she's the only person who call me a bitch without forcing me to retaliate in any way. That's just the kind of relationship we have. Not that I take all her advice, to be honest I usually don't or I would have been where I am now 6 months ago. But it's nice to have the advice anyways. I think Friday she gets off work at 1130 so I'm really hoping we can go to the beach...my body is NOT ment to be this pale. Other than that we haven't set up any real plans...I know we''ll def be doing some movie watching and lounging...which is really all I want to do. I am a lil nervous about getting stuck in Tampa because of the storm...but I guess that's something I'll deal with as it comes.
I'm defintely ready to hear Mere's take on a new guy I'm SLIGHTLY intrested in. I can't believe I'm already even thinking of someone besides Eric...since we haven't been seperated that long. But something about it just feels right, so for now I'm trying not to worry (that he'll break my heart again or change his mind about me in 6 months) and go with it. Okay so maybe I am worring a little.....but I'm trying to be more trusting. Too bad he lives...what was it...a gazillion miles away. It's probably for the best though, I know how quickly things have moved in 3 weeks....at least the distance forces things to be at a somewhat slower pace.
I feel more like myself than I have in a really long time.
Sidenote: Kiley...aka doger...Make plans with me next week damnit or you're on my blacklist of friends. you dont want that.