Yay, update instead of homework.

[dreamsforsale16]

I'm a mess recently. Not only have I talked myself into depression on way too many accounts over the past few weeks, but I'm behind on homework and reading and life. I'm going to bed too late and waking up too early to go online instead of actually typing up that project I did last night. I'm in one of those moods when everything just upsets me and the people who try can't cheer me up. So then, of course, I feel like the people I really miss who I can't talk to might be able to make me feel better. And that, I'll probably never know. Because I'm awkward.

Apparently I'm also making it a hobby to freak out as many of the people close to me as possible. This is what happens when I talk without thinking it through first. This is also probably why I'm having all these issues with college. People here probably don't want to deal with that. I can only hope my friends get over how awkward I am and love me regardless.

I have this weird feeling that nobody is going to show up at the wizard rock show I've been trying so hard to plan on campus. It's not helping that the school is ignoring me as much as possible on the matter, but I just... yeah. As long as I get to see Matt, Jace, and Justin and we don't get in trouble, even though my RA said we could have one of the rooms in Schlosser's main lounge.

Basically, I need a hug. And for next week to get here as soon as possible. And to not fail Sensation and Perception.