Fanmix - Making All the Right Mistakes (alt!verse!SPN)
Title: Making All the Right Mistakes
Subject: Sam and Dean Winchester
Fandom: alt!verse evil!Sam Supernatural
Warnings: Spoilers through the end of season two!
Notes: Because RP is even more fun with a soundtrack? :D For nakitamanomiko and our evil!Sam AU RP. ♥
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BURNING YEARS {story of the year}
// it's not what you will say, it's what you have done
to let this come between us
you're right, without a fight
this might be worth it to you, and in the process gotten to me \\
Sam's in power, and all it's doing is hurting Dean.
PREY {10 Years}
// I've become prey, strolling down
in my face, these tears I'm not crying
this will not kill me
I've been waiting so long for this time
I'm terrified
blind in ways I've never realized
I don't mind \\
Dean finds Sam, or rather, Sam finds Dean.
EMERGENCY {paramore}
// if you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
'cause I won't stop holding on
so are you listening?
so are you watching me?
these scars, they will not fade away \\
Dean has no intention of going home.
A DANGEROUS MIND {within temptation}
// it's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your smile and the promise inside
it's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside \\
Sam, and the effect his mad act and his power has on Dean.
ARGUE {matchbox twenty}
// I know, but I still believe in ignorance as my best defense
so go on, wreck me, funny how I carry on and not be taken over
will not roll over on anyone, cos anyone would stand up on my side \\
He's not going to give up just because some demons try to kick his ass and his little brother tells him to.
SAVE YOU {emilie autumn}
// how do I save you? how do I set you free?
behind the curtain waits a darker world
if I can't make you leave
how can I save you from me? \\
He doesn't want Dean to get hurt, and he's not sure why he can't understand that.
NO ONE WOULD RIOT FOR LESS {bright eyes}
// little soldier, little insect, you know war, it has no heart
it will kill you in the sunshine or happily in the dark
where kindness is a card game or a bent-up cigarette
in the trenches, in the hard rain, with a bullet and a bit
so love me now, cos Hell is coming \\
Sam to Dean, in darker moments. His big brother, the soldier fighting the great big war that he can't ever win, trying to stave off Hell with a hope.
FAULT LINES {10 years}
// I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me
growing blame lines, communicating lies
nothing more to trust, fallacies of love
killing all that holds you
bring me back to this, what you said, useless
leave me, I'll shed my skin, these scars will mend \\
He wants to be left to hunt, to set himself against what's taken over his world. Sam will try to stop him. But he won't give up.
DOWNFALL {matchbox twenty}
// I've always been with you, here and now
give all that's within you
be my savior, and I'll be your downfall \\
Dean will save Sam. And then...
WHEN IT RAINS {paramore}
// and when it rains on this side of town it touches everything
just say it again and mean it, 'we don't miss a thing'
you made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore \\
Sam deludes himself because it's all he can do. It's not like he can turn back time.
DISPOSABLE HEROES {metallica}
// soldier boy, made of clay, now an empty shell
twenty one, only son, but he served us well
bred to kill, not to care
just do as we say \\
The Yellow-Eyed Demon... to Sam. The boy prince leading Hell's armies.
BLACK & WHITE PEOPLE {matchbox twenty}
// if it's just that you're weak, can we talk about it?
it's gettin' so damn creepy, just nursing this ghost of a chance
the fiction, the romance, and the technicolor dreams
of black and white people \\
Dean to Sam, simply.
SECOND CHANCES {michelle branch}
// sometimes we never see the warning
and the voice in your head tells you not to go
it really makes me wonder why some things happen when they do
it really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you \\
Sometimes Dean wonders why it had to be Sammy. Why it couldn't have been him, or better yet, someone else entirely. And he wonders how he never knew, why he didn't look for him before.
NEVER LET THIS GO {paramore}
// maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much
and never will I have to answer again to anyone
please don't get me wrong
because I'll never let this go, but I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you \\
Dean to Sam, in darker moments. He's never felt so hurt by his brother as he does now.
DAMAGE, INC. {metallica}
// dealing out the agony within, charging hard and no one's gonna give in
living on your knees, conformity
or dying on your feet for honesty
[...] bloody, but never cry submission \\
He would rather choose death than let Hell overrun the Earth.
THE RECIPE {10 years}
// rest against the sore, push, breathe, and pull
ripping out compassion, instincts adapting
sin sings a moan, in slides night
unite and spread the heart apart, and smile of pain
I can't show my true embrace now that you're subdued
I begin to weaken you
rise and fall we decompose \\
Sam.
WHISPER {a fine frenzy}
// getting nowhere, but I'm trying, forging ahead
but I'm stuck in the bed that I made, so I'm lying
but if you keep real close, yeah, you stay real close, I will reach you
I'm down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill
shut down to a whisper, can you hear me still? \\
Dean.
Subject: Sam and Dean Winchester
Fandom: alt!verse evil!Sam Supernatural
Warnings: Spoilers through the end of season two!
Notes: Because RP is even more fun with a soundtrack? :D For nakitamanomiko and our evil!Sam AU RP. ♥
[[ DOWNLOAD THE .ZIP ]]
BURNING YEARS {story of the year}
// it's not what you will say, it's what you have done
to let this come between us
you're right, without a fight
this might be worth it to you, and in the process gotten to me \\
Sam's in power, and all it's doing is hurting Dean.
PREY {10 Years}
// I've become prey, strolling down
in my face, these tears I'm not crying
this will not kill me
I've been waiting so long for this time
I'm terrified
blind in ways I've never realized
I don't mind \\
Dean finds Sam, or rather, Sam finds Dean.
EMERGENCY {paramore}
// if you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
'cause I won't stop holding on
so are you listening?
so are you watching me?
these scars, they will not fade away \\
Dean has no intention of going home.
A DANGEROUS MIND {within temptation}
// it's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your smile and the promise inside
it's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside \\
Sam, and the effect his mad act and his power has on Dean.
ARGUE {matchbox twenty}
// I know, but I still believe in ignorance as my best defense
so go on, wreck me, funny how I carry on and not be taken over
will not roll over on anyone, cos anyone would stand up on my side \\
He's not going to give up just because some demons try to kick his ass and his little brother tells him to.
SAVE YOU {emilie autumn}
// how do I save you? how do I set you free?
behind the curtain waits a darker world
if I can't make you leave
how can I save you from me? \\
He doesn't want Dean to get hurt, and he's not sure why he can't understand that.
NO ONE WOULD RIOT FOR LESS {bright eyes}
// little soldier, little insect, you know war, it has no heart
it will kill you in the sunshine or happily in the dark
where kindness is a card game or a bent-up cigarette
in the trenches, in the hard rain, with a bullet and a bit
so love me now, cos Hell is coming \\
Sam to Dean, in darker moments. His big brother, the soldier fighting the great big war that he can't ever win, trying to stave off Hell with a hope.
FAULT LINES {10 years}
// I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me
growing blame lines, communicating lies
nothing more to trust, fallacies of love
killing all that holds you
bring me back to this, what you said, useless
leave me, I'll shed my skin, these scars will mend \\
He wants to be left to hunt, to set himself against what's taken over his world. Sam will try to stop him. But he won't give up.
DOWNFALL {matchbox twenty}
// I've always been with you, here and now
give all that's within you
be my savior, and I'll be your downfall \\
Dean will save Sam. And then...
WHEN IT RAINS {paramore}
// and when it rains on this side of town it touches everything
just say it again and mean it, 'we don't miss a thing'
you made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore \\
Sam deludes himself because it's all he can do. It's not like he can turn back time.
DISPOSABLE HEROES {metallica}
// soldier boy, made of clay, now an empty shell
twenty one, only son, but he served us well
bred to kill, not to care
just do as we say \\
The Yellow-Eyed Demon... to Sam. The boy prince leading Hell's armies.
BLACK & WHITE PEOPLE {matchbox twenty}
// if it's just that you're weak, can we talk about it?
it's gettin' so damn creepy, just nursing this ghost of a chance
the fiction, the romance, and the technicolor dreams
of black and white people \\
Dean to Sam, simply.
SECOND CHANCES {michelle branch}
// sometimes we never see the warning
and the voice in your head tells you not to go
it really makes me wonder why some things happen when they do
it really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you \\
Sometimes Dean wonders why it had to be Sammy. Why it couldn't have been him, or better yet, someone else entirely. And he wonders how he never knew, why he didn't look for him before.
NEVER LET THIS GO {paramore}
// maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much
and never will I have to answer again to anyone
please don't get me wrong
because I'll never let this go, but I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you \\
Dean to Sam, in darker moments. He's never felt so hurt by his brother as he does now.
DAMAGE, INC. {metallica}
// dealing out the agony within, charging hard and no one's gonna give in
living on your knees, conformity
or dying on your feet for honesty
[...] bloody, but never cry submission \\
He would rather choose death than let Hell overrun the Earth.
THE RECIPE {10 years}
// rest against the sore, push, breathe, and pull
ripping out compassion, instincts adapting
sin sings a moan, in slides night
unite and spread the heart apart, and smile of pain
I can't show my true embrace now that you're subdued
I begin to weaken you
rise and fall we decompose \\
Sam.
WHISPER {a fine frenzy}
// getting nowhere, but I'm trying, forging ahead
but I'm stuck in the bed that I made, so I'm lying
but if you keep real close, yeah, you stay real close, I will reach you
I'm down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill
shut down to a whisper, can you hear me still? \\
Dean.