Fanmix - Delilah in My Hair
Title: Delilah in My Hair
Subject: Dee Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Genderswap. Mild s4-type spoilers.
Notes: A fanmix for the new chick taking up residence in my brain. Dee - her real name is Deanna, but she'll probably kill you if you call her that - is, basically, Dean, except a girl. Oh, and she was the one the yellow-eyed bastard targeted. Also her brother thinks she has a brain tumor. Yeah.
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INEVITABLE {anberlin}
// do you remember when we were kids
and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss?
schoolyard conversations taken to heart
and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not \\
When they were little, she could make the best out of anything. And if it hurt she took it out on the rest of the world - she never let Sammy see. That was their childhood, making games of counting license plates, rating motel rooms.
BLACK EYES, BLUE TEARS {shania twain}
// definitely found my self-esteem
finally I'm forever free to dream
no more cryin' in the corner, no excuses, no more bruises
I'd rather die standing than live on my knees \\
She learned fast to stand up for herself, cos nobody else was going to. Not that she expected them to; Dad was busy and Sammy was too small and anyway, she didn't want her baby brother looking after her. It was down to her and like hell she was going to drop the ball.
STAND BACK UP {sugarland}
// I will stand back up, and you'll know just the moment when I've had enough
sometimes I'm afraid, and I don't feel that tough, but I'll stand back up
I've been beaten up and bruised, I've been kicked right off my shoes
been down on my knees more times than you'd believe
when the darkness tries to get me, there's a light that just won't let me
it might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes, but I'll stand back up \\
Scuffed knees and broken bones aside, she pushes herself harder than she has to when she's training, takes all of Dad's orders and his criticisms deep to heart and fights to go further next time, to do better, be better. She has no intention of being "just a girl".
DANGEROUS TO KNOW {hilary duff}
// some secrets need to be kept
some stories should never be told
some reasons shouldn't be understood
they just might turn your blood cold
who needs all the answers?
who takes all the chances?
who said the truth's gonna save you?
when the truth can be dangerous \\
The family business, the secrets they keep... they could kill people, and Dee keeps her distance. She knows she's different from the rest of them, even though she could never tell how much, not until much later. She's the outcast, dangerous girl with a killer smile.
BREAKING {anberlin}
// you make breaking hearts look so easy
(seems like you've done this before)
you've got breaking hearts all but down
(and you've done this, you've done this before) \\
Dee does not "date". She doesn't do relationships. She's smart and pretty and charming... and she'd sooner die than let them close enough for more than a fuck. She knows her own rules and she never breaks them.
NEXT CONTESTANT {nickelback}
// they think they'll get inside her with every drink they buy her
as they all try comin' on to her
this time somebody's getting hurt \\
When she's eighteen, she makes a fake I.D. that says she's twenty-one. She goes to the bar and the old guys hit on her and she ends up in a fist fight and too drunk to get herself home. Dad takes a piece out of her for that one, but she's grinning like an idiot and just doesn't care.
CAN'T YOU JUST ADORE HER? {mandy moore}
// she likes chocolate in the morning
she drinks her coffee late at night
you can sense that she is guarded
but that's alright \\
Okay, she's weird. But she's cool with that. She's got all she needs in the car they live out of, Dad and Sammy and the hunt, and there is nothing else, she doesn't want anything else, so it's okay.
TAKE ME TO THE BACKSEAT {the donnas}
// don't wanna be your friend
don't try to take me home
this won't happen again
just take me to the backseat! \\
*Ahem*. Dee. I swear, she made me put this in here.
DANCE, DANCE, CHRISTA PAFFGEN {anberlin}
// she's got the time, says she's got time on her side
running the rule, commanding the late boys' eyes
she runs around, knows all the streets by name
so mysterious, shadows meet James Dean
she's intoxicating, soon your favorite drink \\
She's the kind of girl who comes on like a storm and runs away twice as fast, the type with no delusions of attachments who doesn't let you have any, either. One hundred percent mystery, ninety percent power.
TELL THEM THAT SHE'S NOT SCARED {envy on the coast}
// wake, wake, wake her from this sea of white linens and
extract the drugs from her dreams, and sew her seams with delicateness
cos beneath her chest sits the heart that I live for, you'd die for
that angels would die for \\
She has no idea how she is, how important. To anyone. She'd rather die than admit to feeling like she's not, though.
PAPER BAG {anna nalick}
// yeah, they talk about her
she smiles like she's so tough
she says, "hey, can you talk a little louder?
I don't think my heart is broken enough" \\
Outwardly, Dee is every bit as tough as she looks, leather boots and thick-skinned heart. Flippant, sarcastic. She never lets anyone see her cry. Maybe she's not as hard as she says she is, but she's not gonna let anybody figure that out if she can help it.
CHROME-PLATED HEART {melissa etheridge}
// I got a two-dollar stare, Midas in my touch and Delilah in my hair
I got bad intentions on the soles of my shoes
with this red hot fever and these chromium blues
and I will feel another lover's wheel
and drive for miles and not look back \\
A contradiction in terms, the eternal traveler. Never stop hunting, never stop hurting, never look back.
TIED TOGETHER WITH A SMILE {taylor swift}
// hold on, baby, you're losing it
the water's high, you're jumping into it and letting go
and no one knows that you cry
but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one
and you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone \\
Dee.
Subject: Dee Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Genderswap. Mild s4-type spoilers.
Notes: A fanmix for the new chick taking up residence in my brain. Dee - her real name is Deanna, but she'll probably kill you if you call her that - is, basically, Dean, except a girl. Oh, and she was the one the yellow-eyed bastard targeted. Also her brother thinks she has a brain tumor. Yeah.
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INEVITABLE {anberlin}
// do you remember when we were kids
and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss?
schoolyard conversations taken to heart
and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not \\
When they were little, she could make the best out of anything. And if it hurt she took it out on the rest of the world - she never let Sammy see. That was their childhood, making games of counting license plates, rating motel rooms.
BLACK EYES, BLUE TEARS {shania twain}
// definitely found my self-esteem
finally I'm forever free to dream
no more cryin' in the corner, no excuses, no more bruises
I'd rather die standing than live on my knees \\
She learned fast to stand up for herself, cos nobody else was going to. Not that she expected them to; Dad was busy and Sammy was too small and anyway, she didn't want her baby brother looking after her. It was down to her and like hell she was going to drop the ball.
STAND BACK UP {sugarland}
// I will stand back up, and you'll know just the moment when I've had enough
sometimes I'm afraid, and I don't feel that tough, but I'll stand back up
I've been beaten up and bruised, I've been kicked right off my shoes
been down on my knees more times than you'd believe
when the darkness tries to get me, there's a light that just won't let me
it might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes, but I'll stand back up \\
Scuffed knees and broken bones aside, she pushes herself harder than she has to when she's training, takes all of Dad's orders and his criticisms deep to heart and fights to go further next time, to do better, be better. She has no intention of being "just a girl".
DANGEROUS TO KNOW {hilary duff}
// some secrets need to be kept
some stories should never be told
some reasons shouldn't be understood
they just might turn your blood cold
who needs all the answers?
who takes all the chances?
who said the truth's gonna save you?
when the truth can be dangerous \\
The family business, the secrets they keep... they could kill people, and Dee keeps her distance. She knows she's different from the rest of them, even though she could never tell how much, not until much later. She's the outcast, dangerous girl with a killer smile.
BREAKING {anberlin}
// you make breaking hearts look so easy
(seems like you've done this before)
you've got breaking hearts all but down
(and you've done this, you've done this before) \\
Dee does not "date". She doesn't do relationships. She's smart and pretty and charming... and she'd sooner die than let them close enough for more than a fuck. She knows her own rules and she never breaks them.
NEXT CONTESTANT {nickelback}
// they think they'll get inside her with every drink they buy her
as they all try comin' on to her
this time somebody's getting hurt \\
When she's eighteen, she makes a fake I.D. that says she's twenty-one. She goes to the bar and the old guys hit on her and she ends up in a fist fight and too drunk to get herself home. Dad takes a piece out of her for that one, but she's grinning like an idiot and just doesn't care.
CAN'T YOU JUST ADORE HER? {mandy moore}
// she likes chocolate in the morning
she drinks her coffee late at night
you can sense that she is guarded
but that's alright \\
Okay, she's weird. But she's cool with that. She's got all she needs in the car they live out of, Dad and Sammy and the hunt, and there is nothing else, she doesn't want anything else, so it's okay.
TAKE ME TO THE BACKSEAT {the donnas}
// don't wanna be your friend
don't try to take me home
this won't happen again
just take me to the backseat! \\
*Ahem*. Dee. I swear, she made me put this in here.
DANCE, DANCE, CHRISTA PAFFGEN {anberlin}
// she's got the time, says she's got time on her side
running the rule, commanding the late boys' eyes
she runs around, knows all the streets by name
so mysterious, shadows meet James Dean
she's intoxicating, soon your favorite drink \\
She's the kind of girl who comes on like a storm and runs away twice as fast, the type with no delusions of attachments who doesn't let you have any, either. One hundred percent mystery, ninety percent power.
TELL THEM THAT SHE'S NOT SCARED {envy on the coast}
// wake, wake, wake her from this sea of white linens and
extract the drugs from her dreams, and sew her seams with delicateness
cos beneath her chest sits the heart that I live for, you'd die for
that angels would die for \\
She has no idea how she is, how important. To anyone. She'd rather die than admit to feeling like she's not, though.
PAPER BAG {anna nalick}
// yeah, they talk about her
she smiles like she's so tough
she says, "hey, can you talk a little louder?
I don't think my heart is broken enough" \\
Outwardly, Dee is every bit as tough as she looks, leather boots and thick-skinned heart. Flippant, sarcastic. She never lets anyone see her cry. Maybe she's not as hard as she says she is, but she's not gonna let anybody figure that out if she can help it.
CHROME-PLATED HEART {melissa etheridge}
// I got a two-dollar stare, Midas in my touch and Delilah in my hair
I got bad intentions on the soles of my shoes
with this red hot fever and these chromium blues
and I will feel another lover's wheel
and drive for miles and not look back \\
A contradiction in terms, the eternal traveler. Never stop hunting, never stop hurting, never look back.
TIED TOGETHER WITH A SMILE {taylor swift}
// hold on, baby, you're losing it
the water's high, you're jumping into it and letting go
and no one knows that you cry
but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one
and you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone \\
Dee.