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i forgot how deep and what big dents a brand new razor makes in your flesh!
its truly magnificent
i didnt even want to cut just felt guilty that i hadnt done it in a while
but truly magnificent!!
looking forward to tomorrow
i have my meal all planned out
bowl of weetabix(with water or hopefully soya milk)
1 green apple
1 grapefuit
should leave me just under 300cals
and then back into a consistent excerssie regime that is do-able
right now im 133lbs
thats 9st 7
which is 60kg
ugh
i really wanna be 123 by april 12th
i was gonna try and stasy away from the old laxatives but i think i really will need them now...
maybe this weekend
gosh i need to make a list in my brand new note book and update my thinspo
ahh i feel so serene and calm now
this is the feeling i love
just like fasting
its truly magnificent
i didnt even want to cut just felt guilty that i hadnt done it in a while
but truly magnificent!!
looking forward to tomorrow
i have my meal all planned out
bowl of weetabix(with water or hopefully soya milk)
1 green apple
1 grapefuit
should leave me just under 300cals
and then back into a consistent excerssie regime that is do-able
right now im 133lbs
thats 9st 7
which is 60kg
ugh
i really wanna be 123 by april 12th
i was gonna try and stasy away from the old laxatives but i think i really will need them now...
maybe this weekend
gosh i need to make a list in my brand new note book and update my thinspo
ahh i feel so serene and calm now
this is the feeling i love
just like fasting