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how can my life be going so well in one area but taking a turn for the worse in another??
i love my friends and i don't want to lose any of them but in order to give someone space that causes me to find different things to do and new people to hang out with.
i made an effort to hang out but i didn't feel comfortable or wanted. i don't ever want to feel that way again. i would rather be around people who want me there and i know that when i leave they aren't saying anything about me...other than good things.
hopefully things will go back to normal soon...or hey, this might be a start to a new chapter in my life and i just have to tell myself that the fun times that we had last summer are the past and i have to move forward. i really don't like saying that but it might be the truth. :(
will someone please call a surgeon who can
crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that
you're deserting for better company?
i love my friends and i don't want to lose any of them but in order to give someone space that causes me to find different things to do and new people to hang out with.
i made an effort to hang out but i didn't feel comfortable or wanted. i don't ever want to feel that way again. i would rather be around people who want me there and i know that when i leave they aren't saying anything about me...other than good things.
hopefully things will go back to normal soon...or hey, this might be a start to a new chapter in my life and i just have to tell myself that the fun times that we had last summer are the past and i have to move forward. i really don't like saying that but it might be the truth. :(
will someone please call a surgeon who can
crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that
you're deserting for better company?