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Things are good and things are bad and things really suck sometimes and other times I almost wish they would because they're so good they're boring but when they're really bad I'd give anything to make them right again except what I do is always what I know I shouldn't because it's just me giving in and not following through with the point I'm trying to get across by doing whatever it was that possibly made things bad in the first place but which I was only doing to hopefully make things better in the long run by turning it into some kind of lesson but it never works out that way and sometimes I really wonder why I bother but I don't want to just give up because what if someday it works, what if someday I'm finally able to follow through.
Someday.
Someday.