Fuck dreams
I don't like dreams, I would rather not have them and just have the time I am sleeping slip by me and just be forgotten. This morning after angel left I had a dream. I woke up crying and when I tried to go back to sleep it started right where it left off. It did this three times before I finally woke up for good. I didn't want to see it again. But I can't get the image out of my head now. I fucking hate it. It is probably nothing but I can't help but think that when I have dreams like this they mean something. Especially since I never have them. If I do I never remember them. They have never made me cry and have never restarted after I woke up and went back to sleep. Now I have a wierd feeling and I want it to go away!