I never thought it would be this great...
I never thought I would have friends that cared so much about me and I cared so much about them. Its nice to know that people are looking out for me and I know their there when I need them. I thought this year was gonna suck and I do admit it did until I made new friends and I guess I have Michael to thank for that but anyways... speaking of Michael I know this may sound mean and hurtful but I honestly never want to speak to him, see him, or have anything to do with him in general he hurt me to badly and I know that I messed up to well not really messed up rushed into things more like it... It was just how I honestly felt. I find myself once again not being able to put my whole heart into something I'd truly like to... FALLING IN LOVE! Today I found myslef thinking about the littlest things that had some what of a relating to Anthony... Is that bad? I've only been talking to him for like 2 days but hes just one of those people you "click" with. this is what gets me in trouble with love... Falling to HARD to FAST and not being able to pick myself up until someone else comes around. Here's a really cool quote for "Good Will Hunting." "Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself." so with that said I'm going to bed. I guess I still care for him... God help me make it through.
BROOKS & DUNN LYRICS
"It's Getting Better All The Time"
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings,
My heart don't race when someone's at my door,
I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call,
I don't believe in magic anymore,
I just don't lie awake at night,
Asking God to get you off my mind.
It's getting better all the time,
it's getting better all the time.
Yeah I got to work on time again this morning,
This old job is all that I got left,
And no one even noticed I'd been crying,
At least I don't have whiskey on my breath,
Yeah I think I'm gonna make it,
'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb.
It's gettine better all the time,
It's getting better all the time.
God I hope you're happy,
Girl I wish you well,
I just might get over you
But you can't ever tell
I always thought I'd do something crazy,
If I ever saw you out with someone else,
But when the moment came last night,
I couldn't say a word,
I stood there in the dark all by myself,
Yeah I could have said a million things,
But all I did was keep it locked inside.
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all...the time.
BROOKS & DUNN LYRICS
"It's Getting Better All The Time"
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings,
My heart don't race when someone's at my door,
I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call,
I don't believe in magic anymore,
I just don't lie awake at night,
Asking God to get you off my mind.
It's getting better all the time,
it's getting better all the time.
Yeah I got to work on time again this morning,
This old job is all that I got left,
And no one even noticed I'd been crying,
At least I don't have whiskey on my breath,
Yeah I think I'm gonna make it,
'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb.
It's gettine better all the time,
It's getting better all the time.
God I hope you're happy,
Girl I wish you well,
I just might get over you
But you can't ever tell
I always thought I'd do something crazy,
If I ever saw you out with someone else,
But when the moment came last night,
I couldn't say a word,
I stood there in the dark all by myself,
Yeah I could have said a million things,
But all I did was keep it locked inside.
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all...the time.