See Through Me 12/?
Title: See Through Me 12/?
Author: dreamscarred
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Randy Orton X Evan Bourne
Summary: Evan is upset that Randy never wants to be around him when they are working shows in St. Louis and soon finds Randy's only trying to not lose the person he loves most.
Beta: None all mistakes are my own, so please forgive me for any errors.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but I wish I did, all I do is play in a sandbox.
Ice cream eaten, which was a hot fudge Sunday for the four of them. Alanna managed to get some on her face and outfit but she wasn’t alone as John also got some on his shirt. They all had a good laugh at messy John and said it was he would need to take a bath with Alanna. Which was a great lead in for Alanna sleeping with John for the night. Randy and Evan gave their good night hugs in John’s room to the little girl then whispered thank you to John. The two of them closing the guest room door and Evan turned to Randy.
“That went a lot easier than I thought,” He followed Randy as they began walking towards Randy’s room.
“You thought it be hard getting her to sleep with John? She loves not sleeping in her own bed,” Randy chuckled. “She usually sleeps with me. Guess I’m going to have to start breaking that habit.”
“Yeah I guess,” Evan closed the bedroom door. “Are you ok?”
“Why would you think otherwise?” Randy questioned realizing the emotional wear and tear was starting to show.
“Well you’ve been through a lot today,” Evan rested against the long dresser against the wall.
“I have and,” Randy took a deep breath. “I’m going to say this because I trust and love you.”
“Alright.”
“I’m a ball of rage, sorrow, worry on the inside right now,” Randy sat on the bed and placed his head in his hands. “But I have to stay strong for Alanna even though all I want to do is just break down,” Randy sobbed.
Evan admire Randy for how strong he had been earlier but admired more that their relationship had reached the point where Randy was willing to be open and honest about his feelings. Evan moved from the dresser and moved over to Randy sitting next to him pulling him into a loving embrace.
“Let it out Randy. Lean on me,” Evan pressed his lips to the short hairs on Randy’s head.
“I am so scared Evan,” Randy choked a little on his words. “I can’t lose her I just can’t.”
“You won’t. You said it yourself your Alanna’s father and the test will prove it to anyone with any doubt,” Evan rubbed his hand up and down Randy’s back.
“It not that. Sam get visitation with Al this weekend while I’m gone,” Randy tried to calm himself. “I just don’t trust her. I’m scared she’ll try to take her if someone isn’t watching.”
“Oh Randy,” Evan held him tighter.
“Evan. I think I should stay home from the houseshows this weekend and be there with her so nothing happens,” he lifted his head and turned to look Evan in the eye.
“Are you sure she would do something like that?” Evan said in shock.
“After what she said in court today I wouldn’t put anything past her,” Randy lowered his more his stomach turning with fear. “I know I can trust my parents with her but I’m just scared someone will turn away for just one second and,” tears flowed down his cheeks.
“I’m here baby,” Evan pulled Randy into a tight hug his heart breaking for the man he loved. “She’ll never take Alanna from us,” Evan realized he said us and not you. He wasn’t sure if us when it came to Alanna was allowed yet.
“I hope your right Evan,” Randy hugged back burying his head in Evan’s shoulder.
“I see. Sleep on it Randy. Make that decision when you’re a little calmer,” Evan smiled warmly hugging tighter against Randy.
“I can’t sleep yet still to upset,” Randy stretched and moved out of Evan’s embrace.
“Yeah I can only imagine,” Evan took a hold of Randy’s hand. Evan now worried over what Sam might do until this point he just thought she was in a similar boat like Randy. He couldn’t voice his concerns he knew for once Randy need him to be strong for him. “Maybe we could take a bath help you relax?”
“Not sure if it will relax me but it couldn’t hurt,” Randy kissed Evan on the cheek. “Thanks for listening and not running away from me once all of the chaos that is my home life got dumped on you.”
“I just wish had let me in sooner so I could have been here to help you,” Evan laid his head on Randy’s shoulder.
“I know but I just was scared you would be so attached to Alanna and her you,” Randy sighed.
“Well you were right to be scared of that because I adore Alanna after meeting her and see how important she is to you,” Evan admitted.
“See I didn’t want you to get hurt by this if it goes bad,” Randy stood up off the bed.
“So you’re saying you only want me involved in half your life,” Evan snapped before realizing he said it. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean for it to come out like that.”
“It’s ok. It’s not that I didn’t want you involved in this side of my life until everything settle down,” Randy said softly with a hint of sadness.
“I understand,” Evan walked over to Randy and put his arms over his shoulders.
“Thank you,” Randy placed his hands on Evan’s hips. “But now that you’re here with me now it does give me help a lot emotionally.”
“Well I’m glad,” Evan pressed his head against Randy’s chest. “It will take a while for me to get use to all this.”
“Take your time. We can do this all in small steps if we need to so you can get used to being here,” Randy kissed the raven hair just knowing Evan was there made him feel at ease.
“So how about that bath?” Evan pulled back with a grin.
“I would love one,” Randy smiled and took Evan’s hand as he led him towards the bathroom.
Author: dreamscarred
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Randy Orton X Evan Bourne
Summary: Evan is upset that Randy never wants to be around him when they are working shows in St. Louis and soon finds Randy's only trying to not lose the person he loves most.
Beta: None all mistakes are my own, so please forgive me for any errors.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but I wish I did, all I do is play in a sandbox.
Ice cream eaten, which was a hot fudge Sunday for the four of them. Alanna managed to get some on her face and outfit but she wasn’t alone as John also got some on his shirt. They all had a good laugh at messy John and said it was he would need to take a bath with Alanna. Which was a great lead in for Alanna sleeping with John for the night. Randy and Evan gave their good night hugs in John’s room to the little girl then whispered thank you to John. The two of them closing the guest room door and Evan turned to Randy.
“That went a lot easier than I thought,” He followed Randy as they began walking towards Randy’s room.
“You thought it be hard getting her to sleep with John? She loves not sleeping in her own bed,” Randy chuckled. “She usually sleeps with me. Guess I’m going to have to start breaking that habit.”
“Yeah I guess,” Evan closed the bedroom door. “Are you ok?”
“Why would you think otherwise?” Randy questioned realizing the emotional wear and tear was starting to show.
“Well you’ve been through a lot today,” Evan rested against the long dresser against the wall.
“I have and,” Randy took a deep breath. “I’m going to say this because I trust and love you.”
“Alright.”
“I’m a ball of rage, sorrow, worry on the inside right now,” Randy sat on the bed and placed his head in his hands. “But I have to stay strong for Alanna even though all I want to do is just break down,” Randy sobbed.
Evan admire Randy for how strong he had been earlier but admired more that their relationship had reached the point where Randy was willing to be open and honest about his feelings. Evan moved from the dresser and moved over to Randy sitting next to him pulling him into a loving embrace.
“Let it out Randy. Lean on me,” Evan pressed his lips to the short hairs on Randy’s head.
“I am so scared Evan,” Randy choked a little on his words. “I can’t lose her I just can’t.”
“You won’t. You said it yourself your Alanna’s father and the test will prove it to anyone with any doubt,” Evan rubbed his hand up and down Randy’s back.
“It not that. Sam get visitation with Al this weekend while I’m gone,” Randy tried to calm himself. “I just don’t trust her. I’m scared she’ll try to take her if someone isn’t watching.”
“Oh Randy,” Evan held him tighter.
“Evan. I think I should stay home from the houseshows this weekend and be there with her so nothing happens,” he lifted his head and turned to look Evan in the eye.
“Are you sure she would do something like that?” Evan said in shock.
“After what she said in court today I wouldn’t put anything past her,” Randy lowered his more his stomach turning with fear. “I know I can trust my parents with her but I’m just scared someone will turn away for just one second and,” tears flowed down his cheeks.
“I’m here baby,” Evan pulled Randy into a tight hug his heart breaking for the man he loved. “She’ll never take Alanna from us,” Evan realized he said us and not you. He wasn’t sure if us when it came to Alanna was allowed yet.
“I hope your right Evan,” Randy hugged back burying his head in Evan’s shoulder.
“I see. Sleep on it Randy. Make that decision when you’re a little calmer,” Evan smiled warmly hugging tighter against Randy.
“I can’t sleep yet still to upset,” Randy stretched and moved out of Evan’s embrace.
“Yeah I can only imagine,” Evan took a hold of Randy’s hand. Evan now worried over what Sam might do until this point he just thought she was in a similar boat like Randy. He couldn’t voice his concerns he knew for once Randy need him to be strong for him. “Maybe we could take a bath help you relax?”
“Not sure if it will relax me but it couldn’t hurt,” Randy kissed Evan on the cheek. “Thanks for listening and not running away from me once all of the chaos that is my home life got dumped on you.”
“I just wish had let me in sooner so I could have been here to help you,” Evan laid his head on Randy’s shoulder.
“I know but I just was scared you would be so attached to Alanna and her you,” Randy sighed.
“Well you were right to be scared of that because I adore Alanna after meeting her and see how important she is to you,” Evan admitted.
“See I didn’t want you to get hurt by this if it goes bad,” Randy stood up off the bed.
“So you’re saying you only want me involved in half your life,” Evan snapped before realizing he said it. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean for it to come out like that.”
“It’s ok. It’s not that I didn’t want you involved in this side of my life until everything settle down,” Randy said softly with a hint of sadness.
“I understand,” Evan walked over to Randy and put his arms over his shoulders.
“Thank you,” Randy placed his hands on Evan’s hips. “But now that you’re here with me now it does give me help a lot emotionally.”
“Well I’m glad,” Evan pressed his head against Randy’s chest. “It will take a while for me to get use to all this.”
“Take your time. We can do this all in small steps if we need to so you can get used to being here,” Randy kissed the raven hair just knowing Evan was there made him feel at ease.
“So how about that bath?” Evan pulled back with a grin.
“I would love one,” Randy smiled and took Evan’s hand as he led him towards the bathroom.