Ta-Da. You have an update.
Ahh...so 'tis a new quarter..a time for a restart of sorts. I had a revelation the other week...if I told you about my mother going to the school )it was around that time) then you kinda know what I am talking about here. No more ditching randomly...no more not doing shit in school. I am getting myself back on track, and that is a promise that I have made myself. I might be slightly difficult to get myself out of some of the holes I created, but I know I can pull it off. I am gradually coming off of my medication, I think to some extent is doing more harm than good. Tonight I start taking 5mg of it. I was doing 10mg for about a week and a half. Hopefully this will help. With my new therapist I think i can get a lot of things sorted out. I don't talk to my mother anymore, any messages she has to tell me go through my dad. She is all drama, and most of you know this first hand. I don't know what I was thinking when I thought I had "her" back, and I trusted her. I guess unconditional love will do that. But, no more...my mother died along time ago. Anyway, I have a wonderful boyfriend by the name of Richie, he makes me "heep big happy", and makes me laugh. Rikki approves so that is a HUGE PLUS, heh. He is different from the usual guys I choose to date...which many of you would agree aren't the best choices. Wow, I wrote alot. It feels good. Alex is playing some game where you shoot these ball-lik people...and it's really quite amusing...he's been playing it everyday since Thursday, lol. Things turn around.