Dating?

Dec 23, 2012 20:44

So I think I want to start dating again.  Today I had an interesting conversation with a man at the Theater I worked at.  He was the bartender and during the acts we discussed his disinterest in having friends and creating social bonds.  It was interesting because he is incredibly personable and it seemed like we were creating a friendly bond of our own, but I made no move to push myself into his bubble.  We laughed a lot and had great rapport.  And suddenly I realized I was attracted to him.  But I wonder if it's a case of wanting what you can't have.

As I took my drive home from the theater, I came to the mental and emotional revelation that while it's going to be very difficult for me, I would like to enter the dating pool.  I don't really know how to begin -- I know online dating is the thing to turn to these days.  It's been four years since I've had to try, and I can't lie and say I'm not intimidated by the process.  I also get real sore by rejection...

*sigh*  I'll keep you posted on how hard I epically fail at this endeavor...
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