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Last night at musical really got me thinking when we did Senior Circle. Now, I know I'm not a senior but I have the same feelings they do, because I'm not going to be at Tech next year. I had to keep myself from crying at the end of it, because that would have smeared my makeup. But honestly, it really hit me hard when they were talking because they were right, you don't cherish while you have it. I mean, the past three years really have been a blur. I hope to remember it for as long as I can. Last night was my last Tech musical and I can only hope that at Avon they have a show half as good. I know that when I get there, I will have to make friends because if I don't, it won't be anything close to this experience.
I really do regret not doing musical the last two years, I didn't even know about it my freshman year and sophomore year I wasn't allowed to do it because of time conflicts. This time last year, Alex had just broken up with me and Cinderella was coming to a close but it feels like yesterday. Now, "Guys and Dolls" is done and I have a great girlfriend.
It really makes me think of how stuff has changed since freshman year. How I've changed, or failed to change. I wonder who is going to miss me, and I can list a few who I don't think will. I've had my fair share of conflicts with people, and drama has revolved around me a few times. And even those I feel part of me will miss. I'm going to remember it all, but I wonder how I will be remembered?
[1] Will you miss me?
[2] What will you miss most?
[3] Were we friends?
[4] How did we become friends?
[5] If we weren't friends, why not?
[6] Did I ever make you angry?
[7] Upset?
[8] Favorite memory of me?
[9] Has my behavior changed? How? Better or Worse?
[10] Do I look different? How? Better or Worse?
[11] Is there anything involving me that you regret?
Just a few questions entering my mind.....please answer, because this isn't easy for me. I'm gonna make sure that I enjoy the next few months before I go...
~Cody
I really do regret not doing musical the last two years, I didn't even know about it my freshman year and sophomore year I wasn't allowed to do it because of time conflicts. This time last year, Alex had just broken up with me and Cinderella was coming to a close but it feels like yesterday. Now, "Guys and Dolls" is done and I have a great girlfriend.
It really makes me think of how stuff has changed since freshman year. How I've changed, or failed to change. I wonder who is going to miss me, and I can list a few who I don't think will. I've had my fair share of conflicts with people, and drama has revolved around me a few times. And even those I feel part of me will miss. I'm going to remember it all, but I wonder how I will be remembered?
[1] Will you miss me?
[2] What will you miss most?
[3] Were we friends?
[4] How did we become friends?
[5] If we weren't friends, why not?
[6] Did I ever make you angry?
[7] Upset?
[8] Favorite memory of me?
[9] Has my behavior changed? How? Better or Worse?
[10] Do I look different? How? Better or Worse?
[11] Is there anything involving me that you regret?
Just a few questions entering my mind.....please answer, because this isn't easy for me. I'm gonna make sure that I enjoy the next few months before I go...
~Cody