odd man out
so im fucking miserable right now.
so i really don't like victor.
i hate to say it but he bugs me out and i find he is kind of mean sometimes and he 'accidentally' misplaced my first application etc.
i mean he can be nice sometimes and i feel bad for him sometimes like how super stressed he is.
but mostly today they made me feel like the little kid who shouldnt be there.
it made me want to cry.
it happens sometimes. like a lot.
but they all get together and hang out and talk and then i walk up because i am the only one alone and they dissipate.
ha ha its like fucking middle school all over again.
fucking brilliant.
I love Glenn and Maverick and Nix though, they are always nice to me no matter what.
So are Amber and Jen.
And then my register came up short by $30.
fuck.
no wait. double fuck.
how about fuck time 30?
i have no idea how it happened.
i am completely disheartened and don't want to go back to work even tough i loved it.
so i really don't like victor.
i hate to say it but he bugs me out and i find he is kind of mean sometimes and he 'accidentally' misplaced my first application etc.
i mean he can be nice sometimes and i feel bad for him sometimes like how super stressed he is.
but mostly today they made me feel like the little kid who shouldnt be there.
it made me want to cry.
it happens sometimes. like a lot.
but they all get together and hang out and talk and then i walk up because i am the only one alone and they dissipate.
ha ha its like fucking middle school all over again.
fucking brilliant.
I love Glenn and Maverick and Nix though, they are always nice to me no matter what.
So are Amber and Jen.
And then my register came up short by $30.
fuck.
no wait. double fuck.
how about fuck time 30?
i have no idea how it happened.
i am completely disheartened and don't want to go back to work even tough i loved it.