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Just to get something off my chest right about now...
Jessica- I love you to death but some of the things you say really hurt me. Like the other day you said that my family shows off their money. I'm sry but i totally disagree with you on that. One thing is that you haven't gone out with my family. That really hurt me just the way you say something like that. My family is not that rich like you think, i have to buy my clothes most of the time. And if i was so rich i would be buying clothes and other stuff out of the ying yang. I'm really not trying to be a bitch im just telling you what i think right now. And sometimes when i tell you something about my weekend, its like you could almost care less about it. But when you tell me about yours i try to be excited for you. And i really am, your so happy and have a great boyfriend and he seems like he is the best for you just the way you talk about him. Idk maybe im just not reading this all right. You are like my best friend and i tell you just about everything, but maybe im not a good friend cause i dont call to hang out all the time.
And I didn't mean that last comment in a bad way. But i guess you saw it in a different way. I know you don't hate me. I really do understand about you being sick all of the time. You suffer prob. more than anyone i know. I really do feel bad for you. I'm just saying, if you need any help just ask. I would love to hang out with you all the time but it's hard working around my schedule. With soccer and work then trying to maintain a boyfriend. its some work for me. It might not seem alot but i havent spent any time with my family what so ever. In the last 6 months of me working and then soccer, i've only eaten with my parent less than 10 times. I get stressed out alot. It kinda seems like you are always busy cause you talk about seeing matt and your sister all the time and i dont want to interupt the whole thing. But idk maybe im assuming and saying something i shouldnt be. But im just coming out about the whole thing.
I love you to death so dont forget that.
*im all screwed up*
Jessica- I love you to death but some of the things you say really hurt me. Like the other day you said that my family shows off their money. I'm sry but i totally disagree with you on that. One thing is that you haven't gone out with my family. That really hurt me just the way you say something like that. My family is not that rich like you think, i have to buy my clothes most of the time. And if i was so rich i would be buying clothes and other stuff out of the ying yang. I'm really not trying to be a bitch im just telling you what i think right now. And sometimes when i tell you something about my weekend, its like you could almost care less about it. But when you tell me about yours i try to be excited for you. And i really am, your so happy and have a great boyfriend and he seems like he is the best for you just the way you talk about him. Idk maybe im just not reading this all right. You are like my best friend and i tell you just about everything, but maybe im not a good friend cause i dont call to hang out all the time.
And I didn't mean that last comment in a bad way. But i guess you saw it in a different way. I know you don't hate me. I really do understand about you being sick all of the time. You suffer prob. more than anyone i know. I really do feel bad for you. I'm just saying, if you need any help just ask. I would love to hang out with you all the time but it's hard working around my schedule. With soccer and work then trying to maintain a boyfriend. its some work for me. It might not seem alot but i havent spent any time with my family what so ever. In the last 6 months of me working and then soccer, i've only eaten with my parent less than 10 times. I get stressed out alot. It kinda seems like you are always busy cause you talk about seeing matt and your sister all the time and i dont want to interupt the whole thing. But idk maybe im assuming and saying something i shouldnt be. But im just coming out about the whole thing.
I love you to death so dont forget that.
*im all screwed up*