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[dreams_r_wishes]

I never thought that losing a best friend would hurt this much. It kills me to much and i can't stand it. I felt like my heart got squeezed by a juicer. The one thing that kills me is the promises made and they were broken. I thought that he would never hurt me because he promised well i made a promise and i said i wouldnt either but i didnt do the breaking. To know that i have no one to talk to when i come home to skool, it makes my life so boring. Or anyone to hang out with on the weekends. IDK! Maybe i should just move on! The WORST PART is that he doesn't even want to be friends...Gee there must really be something wrong with me.

I'm so damn confused its not even funny. I just want to crawl up in a little ball and never open up to anyone.

Everything seem so blurry.