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My life sucks so far.
1.) i work like every fucking day. Its alrigth and all but i do like some time off.
2.) i'm losing my best friend. He is like everything to me and i screwed up so much. I just want to tell him i would do anything but i think it might be to late. I love him to death and always will. We just never get the chance to hang out anymore which really sucks. And when i think we have time to hang out i freak out and then it never works out. I just want to be the old me so bad but i need help finding out what i was really like. I have never felt so confused. I just hope i get another chance. I really am scared more than anything at this point.
3.) My parents think im nuts and have changed alot. I have been trying so hard to be nice to them and the one day i thought i did great. They never even noticed which really makes me mad cause i did everything to keep me from saying something bad.
4.) My car was freaking broken. But then i just got it fixed which is tight. But thats not really a bad thing.
5.) Skool sucks. I have like zero friends and havent made any which im slacking so much. My grades are okay but i have no idea if they will be good enough. I turned in everything and still have c's.
6.) All my soccer games are like in the middle of the day so i have nothing to do until they come because i cant go out everyone else is sleeping. Then after i have my game then i run straight to work. Thats a big tiredness day.
7.) Then when i want to be off and ask to be off. My bestest friend cant do anything. It sucks big time.
*But this friday i have off and i have no idea what im going to do. Grr...I have so many bad things going on. I hate it.*
1.) i work like every fucking day. Its alrigth and all but i do like some time off.
2.) i'm losing my best friend. He is like everything to me and i screwed up so much. I just want to tell him i would do anything but i think it might be to late. I love him to death and always will. We just never get the chance to hang out anymore which really sucks. And when i think we have time to hang out i freak out and then it never works out. I just want to be the old me so bad but i need help finding out what i was really like. I have never felt so confused. I just hope i get another chance. I really am scared more than anything at this point.
3.) My parents think im nuts and have changed alot. I have been trying so hard to be nice to them and the one day i thought i did great. They never even noticed which really makes me mad cause i did everything to keep me from saying something bad.
4.) My car was freaking broken. But then i just got it fixed which is tight. But thats not really a bad thing.
5.) Skool sucks. I have like zero friends and havent made any which im slacking so much. My grades are okay but i have no idea if they will be good enough. I turned in everything and still have c's.
6.) All my soccer games are like in the middle of the day so i have nothing to do until they come because i cant go out everyone else is sleeping. Then after i have my game then i run straight to work. Thats a big tiredness day.
7.) Then when i want to be off and ask to be off. My bestest friend cant do anything. It sucks big time.
*But this friday i have off and i have no idea what im going to do. Grr...I have so many bad things going on. I hate it.*