That's good to hear. I don't think I could have forgiven hiding such a secret from me.
I'm not too worried about the acceptance from you, Kurogane-san, or Fai-san. You all have only known ME and not HER.
Syaoran-kun is the one I will have to teach the difference too. I suppose it's a blessing I never had HER memories of him. I know my feelings for him are my own and not HERs.
And I want to keep it that way. I don't want anymore feathers.
Puu, Mokona is just worried for Sakura-chan. What happens if you don't get all of your heart back? Sakura-chan will be falling asleep all the time!
Even if Sakura-chan's memories are scattered, and Sakura-chan doesn't want them back, isn't Sakura-chan's memories Sakura-chan's? Mokona thinks that Memory makes Sakura-chan Sakura-chan, even if Sakura-chan believes she isn't Sakura-chan! Mokona thinks this with all his heart. These memories make Sakura-chan unique! No one shares Sakura-chan's memory but Sakura-chan!
I don't fall asleep all the time anymore. Those times are rarer now and I can deal with it.
MY MEMORIES ARE THE ONES OF OUR JOURNEY! Those memories are the princess and I am NOT THE PRINCESS! I never lived them. I never experienced them. Those memories may form 'my heart' and my body might share those memories, but I am not her and I won't live her life.
My feelings for Moko-chan, Kurogane-san, Fai-san, and Syaoran-kun are formed without any interference from those memories. My feelings for Touya-san and Yukito-san are formed because of the princess' memories, but they are not my memories or my feelings. They are hers and they will ALWAYS be hers.
I will not be the princess. I want to be me and I will be me and make my own memories.
Do what you feel is right. I will stop looking, if you say so.
Memory are memory, no matter what you believe. But even lost memory, makes up a part of who we are. Cherish the memory of our time together, and make new ones, to join with the ones reclaimed. You may believe you do not hold the title of Sakura Princess of Clow Country, but I believe that the quest to reclaim what you had lost, even by false manipulation, still holds validity in your eyes, though you deny it yourself.
That is all I can believe, Sakura. To me, you are who you are, and nothing can dissuade it. So stand up, and claim your right to call yourself what you wish, and create new memory to step along the road you have chosen.
The only reason I could see in reclaiming the feathers is the make sure none of them are being used for evil purposes, but I do not want those memories returned to my mind. If they are not being used for something bad, then they should be left alone as long as it can be assured they won't be.
I wish to be Sakura, just Sakura, until I find a place that I can call my true home. And I wish to make my own memories and not live in hers.
I will always be myself and never the princess. Just like the Syaoran-kuns are different, so are we.
If this is your wish Sakura, then when we resume our journey with the kid and the magician, I will trade whatever it takes to Yuuko in order to find a container to hold them and seal it in.
Like you, I sacrificed what I held precious in order to journey through worlds. I will bear the burden of the price when the time comes.
And to me, you have always been Sakura, the girl who has made the journey worthwhile.
I will help play the price, since I will not act as the container. If Fuuma-san had one, there certainly has to be a way to make one.
It would be important to Syaoran-kun that something made from his precious person not be used to harm others.
I know. You have always known me and known me when those copy of memories were few. I trust that you can see me for me and not the princess easily enough. Syaoran-kun, both of them I imagine, will be the ones to have a hard time.
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I'm not too worried about the acceptance from you, Kurogane-san, or Fai-san. You all have only known ME and not HER.
Syaoran-kun is the one I will have to teach the difference too. I suppose it's a blessing I never had HER memories of him. I know my feelings for him are my own and not HERs.
And I want to keep it that way. I don't want anymore feathers.
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Waaaaah, Kuro-tan! What do we DOOOOO?!
(ooc: strikes spoken, not on post)
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Even if Sakura-chan's memories are scattered, and Sakura-chan doesn't want them back, isn't Sakura-chan's memories Sakura-chan's? Mokona thinks that Memory makes Sakura-chan Sakura-chan, even if Sakura-chan believes she isn't Sakura-chan! Mokona thinks this with all his heart. These memories make Sakura-chan unique! No one shares Sakura-chan's memory but Sakura-chan!
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MY MEMORIES ARE THE ONES OF OUR JOURNEY! Those memories are the princess and I am NOT THE PRINCESS! I never lived them. I never experienced them. Those memories may form 'my heart' and my body might share those memories, but I am not her and I won't live her life.
My feelings for Moko-chan, Kurogane-san, Fai-san, and Syaoran-kun are formed without any interference from those memories. My feelings for Touya-san and Yukito-san are formed because of the princess' memories, but they are not my memories or my feelings. They are hers and they will ALWAYS be hers.
I will not be the princess. I want to be me and I will be me and make my own memories.
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Sakura.
Do what you feel is right. I will stop looking, if you say so.
Memory are memory, no matter what you believe. But even lost memory, makes up a part of who we are. Cherish the memory of our time together, and make new ones, to join with the ones reclaimed. You may believe you do not hold the title of Sakura Princess of Clow Country, but I believe that the quest to reclaim what you had lost, even by false manipulation, still holds validity in your eyes, though you deny it yourself.
That is all I can believe, Sakura. To me, you are who you are, and nothing can dissuade it. So stand up, and claim your right to call yourself what you wish, and create new memory to step along the road you have chosen.
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The only reason I could see in reclaiming the feathers is the make sure none of them are being used for evil purposes, but I do not want those memories returned to my mind. If they are not being used for something bad, then they should be left alone as long as it can be assured they won't be.
I wish to be Sakura, just Sakura, until I find a place that I can call my true home. And I wish to make my own memories and not live in hers.
I will always be myself and never the princess. Just like the Syaoran-kuns are different, so are we.
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Like you, I sacrificed what I held precious in order to journey through worlds. I will bear the burden of the price when the time comes.
And to me, you have always been Sakura, the girl who has made the journey worthwhile.
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It would be important to Syaoran-kun that something made from his precious person not be used to harm others.
I know. You have always known me and known me when those copy of memories were few. I trust that you can see me for me and not the princess easily enough. Syaoran-kun, both of them I imagine, will be the ones to have a hard time.
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