i love him more than anything else in the universe
tonight was amazing with pat. we went n saw meet the fockers, and it was the best nihgt ive had in a while. the talk we had goin there was pretty well needed and the things we talked about during the movie... i have never ever ever in my entire life cared so much about someone the way i care about him
this weekend was really tough. fridaynight was spent cryiny because there was so much going on. i couldnt handle it. lastnight, same shit. pat comes over, my mom sits us down to have a "talk". she knows everything. we admitted to all of it.. i havent cried so much in.. forever? i was so upset, pissed, then upset, then dissapointed, then scared. too many things. i feel so distant tho. i should feel closer but i feel like they dont even know me.
ive been through sooo much with my parents recently... the whole grounded thing b4, now this. pat n i have gone through soooo much shit. we talked and we agree that if we can make it through theese next 3 months, there is nothing that could ever break us apart. hes really lookin out for me. we made a prmoise that we're both gonna try to straighten out our lives. and we're gonna help eachother out. its gonna work...
::im in love::
this weekend was really tough. fridaynight was spent cryiny because there was so much going on. i couldnt handle it. lastnight, same shit. pat comes over, my mom sits us down to have a "talk". she knows everything. we admitted to all of it.. i havent cried so much in.. forever? i was so upset, pissed, then upset, then dissapointed, then scared. too many things. i feel so distant tho. i should feel closer but i feel like they dont even know me.
ive been through sooo much with my parents recently... the whole grounded thing b4, now this. pat n i have gone through soooo much shit. we talked and we agree that if we can make it through theese next 3 months, there is nothing that could ever break us apart. hes really lookin out for me. we made a prmoise that we're both gonna try to straighten out our lives. and we're gonna help eachother out. its gonna work...
::im in love::