its like waking up in a pile of mud..
ive had the best long time in a long time. (hmm..) well this past weekend, worked like crazy, had a visitor every day :) and sunday i was late 2 hours... then i left early. ahh. if i get fired, i unno what im gonna do. really, im very happy. with a lot. minus my mom walking in my bedroom the other night... that just lead to one of those haunting you every second kind of conversations. deifinately not going into detail about it. so today was the best monday ive had in a long time too. minus test makeup tomorrow for being sent in the hall. its so elemenary.. oh well.
i think your afraid to tell me truth. to tell yourself the truth. you cared more about it than anything else in your entire life and when you realized you let it go, you had to play it off and convince yourself that it never meant anything to you in the first place just because you couldnt deal with the pain and regret of what you did. but, thats just my oppinion... and it doesnt matter anymore what i think
i went to woodfield with my mom right after school, they didnt have what i wanted so me n nicole went to straford, gotta sweatshirt at abercrombie. ish cute. aww the guy danced for me... haha. it was real cute. then we went to panera to go visit a someone that works there... :)
i think your afraid to tell me truth. to tell yourself the truth. you cared more about it than anything else in your entire life and when you realized you let it go, you had to play it off and convince yourself that it never meant anything to you in the first place just because you couldnt deal with the pain and regret of what you did. but, thats just my oppinion... and it doesnt matter anymore what i think
i went to woodfield with my mom right after school, they didnt have what i wanted so me n nicole went to straford, gotta sweatshirt at abercrombie. ish cute. aww the guy danced for me... haha. it was real cute. then we went to panera to go visit a someone that works there... :)