ive waited for your kiss all my life just so i can push you away
i dont wanna be here. i simply dont care anymore. i have no interest at all in trying anymore. if this is what its always gonna feel like then why bother. its pointless. i have no idea where im ever going, but i go anyways. maybe thats why im so bad at all this... because i just dont know what im doing. maybe someday ill figure it out.. but for now, all i can say is im sorry to everyone ive dissapointed. im sorry for screwing up. im sorry you dont even care anymore either.