Jun 21, 2004 17:14
i went with my mom to drop off my sister at the mall with her friends and i drove home. i love driving.. its sooo fun and while everyone else has like 10 hours in allready i have a whole 20 minutes... (i've driven around my neighborhood but neer recorded it lol). i want a pink tanktop. i have one.. and its really short so i feel like a skank so i dont wear it. i want my sister to move out so i get my own room. i know that sounds really mean and selfish but shes never home anyways. i think shes ate dinner with us twice the whole year. so it wouldnt even make a difference.
i want you to be happy with your life, but im afraid that means i wont be a part of it.
ever have that feeling when ur stomache ties up so much and u get the biggest butterflies inside and ur jaw stops functioning and ur just scared that u'll mess it all up... ya.. i know what that feels like right now... and it makes me feel stupid. i... i just want... him.