Aug 26, 2006 03:34
I know I know… I did it again. I even forgotten my lj password and had to make a new one. I really don’t know why I can’t keep my commitment and write in my LJ. I keep saying I want to write, but I either forget or don’t feel like writing. Anyhow, this can’t keep on happening. I have to make up my mind. I either do it or don’t do it. To understand this phenomenon (ha ha) or to why I’m doing this!!! I’m going to list the things that are popping in my head to why I should keep my LJ or why I shouldn’t?
I should keep my LJ because:
1. I suck in writing and English and writing in LJ will improve my writing and English
2. It will make me understand myself better to why I do the things I do. I can program my life in here, and maybe compare it to others, but most of all I can keep track of my life and see where I’m heading.
3. It is peaceful method to get to rid my anger or rage. I’d rather rant here than in someone else face. Ha ha.
4. A lot of people write in LJ. So why shouldn’t I?
5. I can make a lot of friends on here and the same time keep my identity a secret. Haha
6. I’m free to write whatever I want in here especially the things especially the things I can’t talk about in public.
7. I’m sure there are people in here that might have or had similar issues or events that I can benefit from their advice.
8. Also, it is an opportunity for me to help others and give advices ( if the needed it) as well.
9. And at the same time I will get to know people and people will get to know me without judging me or I judging them based on the looks, race and culture. We can only judge each other based on what we write. Even if we judge each other in here who cares!!! Nobody know nobody. Ha ha
10. ahh!! I forgot to mention. I learned a lot about html just from having an LJ.
11. This list is bigger than I thought it would be. Maybe, it’s a good reason why I should keep my LJ
I should cancel my LJ because:
1. Having an LJ is so stupid and dumb!!!
2. It is a waste of time!!! If I have these things written in my mind why I should I bother or waste anymore time on writing them.
3. I can fix my issues without the need of writing them.
4. I have wasted two hours so far writing about nothing. I wasted so much time in my life that I really don’t need to waste anymore time.
5. I feel wacko and weird for writing about myself. It is abnormal thing to do or crazy thing to talk to yourself and I don’t think writing about yourself is no different than talking to yourself. It’s all an act of craziness and I’m not crazy.
6. It’s 3 am right now and I have to be at work at 9 am. I’m sure I will regret writing in my LJ later. What am I talking about I’m feeling the regret already.
7. With the time I wasted writing in my journal I should have went to gym, read a book, cleaned my room or anything else that is productive and beneficial.
8. If I want to improve my writing and English I should learn in it school, by read a book, by writing a research paper, and not from writing in LJ!!!!
9. Having friends on LJ and from the internet is a weird thing. I should go out and meet people if I want to make friends.
10. I still have to waste more time to copy this and paste it on my LJ. Plus the headache of working with html to post it on LJ
11. I’m too old to have an LJ. I’m 28 now. I have more things to worry about than to think whether I should keep my LJ or not. Most people on LJ are kids. Most of them sign up to LJ because they have too much time to spare.
12. I had my Journal for about a year and a half now. 90% of the people in here use LJ to rant and most of the ranting is about stupid stuff such as this one. I’m not that interested in hearing other people problems (especially when it comes sex and relationships) and I don’t think other people are interested on what I rant about as well. We both have enough problems in this world that I really feel sorry for wasting your time in reading this.( just think about it. we are both wasting time. Me writing this crab and your reading it)
13. I know myself. Once I start writing I can’t stop. I was going to write something small, but instead I wrote a whole article on why I should I or shouldn’t keep my LJ. I’m wasting more time and I’m sleepy that I really should stop writing, because I know this list will go on and on for ever.
Anyway, thank you for reading all this, and I apologies if I offended you in this entry. I appreciate if you comment or even better give an advice or an opinion. You my also help me add to both lists and maybe if you care or have the time to convince me to change my way of thinking. I’m going to leave this entry open to public. You may also post anonymously. Thank you.