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You wanna know
something funny, though? As stupid as this next sentence may sound, I
Love Him, though. For the four months that we have been together and
the three months that we have been messin around, I know that now. And
yesterday, something happened that probably shouldn't have, but I
didn't stop it, and I liked it after it did. I was playing basketball
after school, and I walked to the weightroom, and he kissed me and told
me that he loved me. Later that night, he called to me and explained to
why he did it. He said he's still in love with me but I got a nigga,
and he has a girl, (who's a straight-up trick to me). But anyways, what
do I do? Now, I have to niggas sayin they love me, but I love one, and
I HAVE love for the other one but I don't love him. Did I do something
wrong? And if I do go back to him, do we try to patch up the past or
start a new future? And the nigga I'm with now, I haven't been with for
too long so is his love pure or not? I really do miss my ex, and I love
him and that's the only way I can explain it.