Ouch!!! If only I had the option to cry myself to sleep!
It hurts to know/ find out that you aren't enough and just plain not worth it to somebody you care about. For those who don't know yet Mark broke up with me for the fourth time. I gotta say it doesn't really hurt any less, but my way of coping in putting it inside. I know, unhealthy but I am beyond caring about it anymore. I mean come on I am not worth it. I am glad he didn't push me to keep promises regarging hurtig myself because otherwise I wouldn't have done it and/or I would have to stop. Somebody let me out. E-mail me: dreamreadertests@yahoo.com . I want to hear a friendly voice. And john-boy thank you for reaching out but I don't think I am allowed to call you on the phone.