never oh never look back

Nov 24, 2007 01:22

It just doesn't seem that a man I mean a boy is worth my time if he writes songs just for the purpose of making fun of my stuffed animals and pretty much making fun of me as a person. He was constantly checking his phone to see if a certain ex girlfriend of his was calling him while he was hanging out with me. But you know what, it isn't worth any of my trouble because it just isn't. There's no reason to be hung up on someone who can't even seem to get parts of his past behind him even though they actually are behind him. I mean who brings the future into their daily life? Who lets that affect them?
I felt as if my skin was melting...no wait I mean I could either let my skin sag or do something about it. I am in limbo as one could say, where I could do something with myself or let myself wither into a vortex of sadness. Going home is an option but not an option I see at the top of everything. I wish things were more clear and easier to connect with my future but I have to make decisions now and have those decisions work towards my future. There is absolutely no way to predict exactly what will happen because unless you can assume what exactly will come in the way of your plans you can't have hope in anything.
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