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i wish, that just for once, just once, every plan i tried to make didn't completely fall through. i wish i could actually follow through with something. or have someone not bail on me for a change.
what do i have to do to get people to realize that when i say i want to do something, i really want to do it, not just talk about it then have it never happen?
why is it that it always seems that i have to do things on my own if i ever want to do anything? ugh. i'm just beyond frustrated right now. i keep putting my trust in the wrong people and i'm just so sick of disappointment.
fuck.
on another note, i graduate in 6 days. fml. my announcements are really pretty. i like them. i also really like addressing envelopes for some odd reason. so that'll be nice. i still don't want to leave.
what do i have to do to get people to realize that when i say i want to do something, i really want to do it, not just talk about it then have it never happen?
why is it that it always seems that i have to do things on my own if i ever want to do anything? ugh. i'm just beyond frustrated right now. i keep putting my trust in the wrong people and i'm just so sick of disappointment.
fuck.
on another note, i graduate in 6 days. fml. my announcements are really pretty. i like them. i also really like addressing envelopes for some odd reason. so that'll be nice. i still don't want to leave.